funchar3’s Profile

About Me

mother.wife, grandmother 6 years with Ra 1 1/2 years bedridden from ra I was married 16 1/2 years then divorced, remarriaged, husband committed sucicide 4 years later, became widowed remarried, I havealso survived the death of a 17 yrear old brother, 28 year old sisters sucicide, death of an infant child, but ra is trying to tnake my soul I need help as I have always been positive and I try to live each day Ra has taken intimacy with my love, my ability to sew, cook, play the piano, dance the hula and other dancing, camping travel, mobility, friends who can't bear to look at my deformed hands and feet, etc. I survived a heart attack 7 years ago and heart surgeryI am on enbrel once aweek andwas on methotrexiate I went from not being able to roll over in bed, to not getting out of bed to a walker, then no bed a recliner, to walking 3 months, to no walking and sleeping in a recliner1 year to a hospital bed and wheelchair to bedridden. I would love to hear from you about your experience, diet, etc.I have gaine 50 pounds where at first I lost 40?????? I love heavenley father, and my family!They are always pretty busy so I don't get to see them like I would love too. I miss so many birthday and family celebrations because I am stuck in bed.Keep trying to get up in my houer lift so I can go to things.It hurts me so much to have their lives and mine flying by and no contact. Sadly I watched this happen all my life as my parents owned 5 care homes and 1 nursing home. I somehow never thought it would happen to me with my wonderful children.Things change in life. We are all guranteed of that happening!

Interests

cooking-recipe collecting- music-dancing-writing-journaling genealogy-flower arranging- entertaining-table scapeing community service-theater- movies-little women-an affair to remember-Always-The Bucket List-Pretty Woman-Secret-Dragonfly, & many more!