Journal Entry for July 9, 2008
i ate today and i kinda shoved it down my throat though....i shouldnt have yet i did i couldnt throw it up ipromised my mom and my brother and i cant …
is feeling Good
gettin betterr
Im 14 and about to go high school and have a very loving family. i have one brother and 2 sisters so its a pretty big family.
music! i love playing the guitar i usually get my feelings out through that its my life...
i ate today and i kinda shoved it down my throat though....i shouldnt have yet i did i couldnt throw it up ipromised my mom and my brother and i cant …
Tonight.
Oh, well my doctor just called me to see how I was doing, so she is sending to the mental place or wherever. Idk.
Eh, not to good today, it's just a bad day. I'm frustrated by my real dad and then I just miss Hayden (what I decided to name my baby) a lot. How are you?
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Im 14 yrs old yet i am extremely disatisfied with myself so i recently started binging and purging and its been going on for two weeks. I asked for help but im still scared that i might die and i dont want that. i want to be pretty and fit and i thought throwing up constantly will work and it did! I went to a party and one of my friends commented on how skinnier i got though she didnt know what exactly was going on i thought yes! its working but i knew that it wasnt the right way i didnt care i was getting compliments!! Though mostly the reason i am doing this is cause i have huge self-esteem problems and they just got worse and worse and now this what has become of me. I need help before things get worse...
I had depression when i was little and it suddenly came back and its destroying me inside i need help. i feel worthless and terrible about myself like as if im not important.