Things can only get better
September 24, 2008 4:05pm
Lately I have had a lot to deal with. First I lost three babies and then I had to go through testing. I started student teaching this …
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Holly82
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About Me
I work as a Jewelry Associate at Walmart. I am going to school to become a teacher. The certification I hope to receive by the end of this year is Early Childhood, Special Education, and Elementary Education. I also work as a daycare assistant on a part time basis for my mom.
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September 24
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Holly82 wrote a journal entry: Things can only get better 4:05pm
Lately I have had a lot to deal with. First I lost three babies and then I had to go through testing.…
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Holly82 gave rosey222 a Hug 3:49pm
I hope things get better for you very soon. Good luck…
September 16
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Holly82 turned 26 12:00am
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New Information from Autopsy Report
July 26, 2008 11:03am
On Thursday July 24th I went to a doctors appointment to find out why I am miscarrying. The specialist told me all the tests she would be …
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Scary Things Happenened
July 9, 2008 8:34am
June 23rd I went to the hospital because I was having cramps. The baby was 16 weeks and two days old. I went to the triage …
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sorry for your losses hugsssss my friend
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Just sending you some love!! Good luck with your tests!!
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hey holly, how are things with you? okay here. going through my standard hypochondriac routine as i try to avoid the summer boredom and wife issues. so i've been feeling dizzy on and off the past few days. i'm sure it will work out before long. anyway, i hope things are good with you. have a great day. scott
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Close Miscarriage
I had a miscarriage at 16 weeks June 23rd. I have also had two previous miscarriages. I had to have a D&C during this miscarriage. The baby was born in the hospital while I was waiting to see a doctor in the hospital. I recently found out my baby stopped growing and the heart stopped. I feel sad and I cry everyday. Some of my friends think I should just have another baby or move on with my life. I am having trouble sleeping and if I do fall asleep the nightmares wake me up.
Treatments
- D&C Working / Worked
- The D&C did work. However I am still having cramping and bleeding.
Close Anxiety
I am painfully shy. It is sometimes hard for me to be in large groups. It is hard for me when I meet new people to warm up to them and start conversations.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- This sometimes works for me. When I am in a difficult situation I am supposed to take a cleansing breath to calm myself down.
Open Bereavement
I am grieving over three babies I have lost to miscarriages. One of them was in 2001, 2007, and a recent one this year. I am also still trying to deal with my dad's death which occurred in 2003.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- This is something I do from time to time it seems to help me a little bit.
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- I sometimes get angry at people around me because sometimes it is hard to talk about. This does not work to scream and yell at other people.
- Scrapbooking Working / Worked
- Yes this keeps the memories alive and it helps to have the memories.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Friends and family are supportive and there for me to talk to when i need to. This has been helpful to me.
- Talking Working / Worked
- When others understand how I feel this works great. However when people say hurtful things or have nothing to do with me due to what others say it can be very hurtful.
Open Depression
Ever since I have lost my third baby. I have been severely depressed. I do not care if I eat because I get nauseated when I have to eat. I have pain that has not went away since my D&C. I cannot sleep well and somtimes I wake up from terible nightmares that has to do with my baby. I find even getting out of the house is a chore and I hate going to work which used to be something I liked to do. I just wish I knew if things will ever get better.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- This is something that sometimes helps but some people feel I should be over it. Others try and be supportive but sometimes I feel like they do not understand what I am going through. However I will say some of my friends and most of my family try to be supportive.
- Writing Working / Worked
- This helps me know how I feel even when I cannot talk about it. It gives me a place to write down fears, dreams, how I feel, or what has happened. It has been helpful sometimes.
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