Journal Entry for July 19, 2008
Not having a very good day today. I thought weekends were meant to be fun but mine never are.
is feeling Bad
Hi out there. My world has shrunk considerably after everything that has happened to me.I am mainly a keep to myself kind of person and usually like to support other people but I have a habit of forgetting about myself and what I want or need. I am slow to make friends and have to trust them before I can open up a bit. I have 3 grown-up children and am at a loss of knowing who I am these days.
I used to play darts but had to give that up. I like reading, doing crosswords, nature, the countryside, history, natural history and loads more.
Not having a very good day today. I thought weekends were meant to be fun but mine never are.
i have suffered bouts of depression for as long as i can remember. unhappy childhood, widowed at 32, having to put my autistic daughter in specialist care, losing my dad to prostrate cancer, domestic violence after a bad remarriage, becoming homeless with my 2 other children, getting the divorce sorted, moving into a new home, being lonely and feeling that i can't get anything right.