Journal Entry for July 15, 2008
I'M DISGUSTED. i'M DISGUSTED AND i'M TIRED. AND THAT'S ALL.
I am a 30 something year old single mother who is seeking online support. Just having someone to talk with now and then who understands what it's like to live with BPD is comforting.
I'M DISGUSTED. i'M DISGUSTED AND i'M TIRED. AND THAT'S ALL.
(jian feng zhuang duo) Literally: See the wind, turn the rudder Meaning: Change one's position when sees difficulties ~Chinese Proverb
Maya Angelou: I have found that among its other benefits, giving liberates the soul of the giver.
"My Ingleesh is better thun yours. I cuoold teech you, boot I'd hefe tu charge. Bork Bork Bork!" Swedish Chef from the Muppets
If a turtle doesnt have a shell, is it naked or homeless ?
“Life's like a movie, write your own ending. Keep believing, keep pretending.” Jim Henson
For years my episodes with mania went undetected I think because everyone was so dang happy that I was nolonger craving to hurt myself. Finally in my 30's it was noticed and I've been working on stabalizing since then. I realize that the older I get the more pronounced the symptoms are. It's really important to me to level out. I'm trying!