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Monday, July 14, 2008

I didn't go buy the test tonight...

 

I am off from work tomorrow, my sister and I are painting the inside of my townhouse.

 

I couldn't deal with it today, now that I have thought about it, maybe I will go get one tomorrow.

 

Tonight will mark 2 weeks since m/c.

 

My husband just told me I have serious issues with the computer and that I haven't done anything around the house lately.  Why do women get married, why do we put ourselves through life with grumpy a$$ negative men!!!!  He has decided to try to sell our house, you know the market is just wonderful these days.  His brother is a very successful Realtor and he is listing it for free...  that is not the point, he is coming to take pictures of our house tomorrow and it needs to be clutter free.  All I want is help hiding stuff under beds and in closets and he just stood there and told me he wasn't doing a damn thing, he was going to go mow the grass.   I am emotional today and that was the LAST thing I needed to hear from him.

 

Should I clean the clutter... the clutter being my son's toys and stuff on top of the fridge and misc stuff around the house, it will only take an hour but that isn't even the point now.

 

He knows that I am a damn italian with a bad temper!!!!!

 

 By the way the diet went to hell today, my fat a$$ probably gained a pound.  My fat girl jeans are getting tight!!!  

 

I forgot to tell you all, I had a gas bubble yesterday and I know this sounds crazy but, I thought right about now that is what the baby would feel like.  I thought I felt something 2 days before my m/c, I now know it was just gas because my baby had no life at this point in time.

 

I just read through my home emails, have you registered for the what to expect website... just reported my m/c.  Hopefully won't get anymore emails telling me about my 14th week of pregnacy and how I should be feeling.

 

Sorry for not being positive and keeping busy tonight!  Maybe tomorrow will be better.

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  1. 4EVERinLOVE

    I hope tomorrow is better for you too, but I completely understand. I loved getting those weekly e-mails and I remember having a nervous breakdown trying to cancel the service because it was impossible to figure out. I decided when I felt up to it I wanted to write them and let them know they should have a simple "I've had a miscarriage, stop these e-mails immediately" link so that I didn't have to surf their website looking at all the baby stuff.
    I thought I felt my baby move a few days before my m/c too, but it was impossible, they baby had died 5 weeks earlier.
    Hang in there honey, big hugs....big hugs


    4EVERinLOVE

  2. lvnikita

    Tomorrow will be a better day. I am sorry that you are having such a rough time. Hang in there. Im here for you.


    lvnikita

  3. bethrenrel

    Just have a good day off from work, and no matter what you decide to do, breathe!!!


    bethrenrel

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