I am 27 year old nanny. I nanny for two beautiful little boys that I feel like our my own. I am trying to figure out how to go back to school in the fall and finish my degree. I basically have not lived my life over the last few years. I am my fathers legal gaurdian because he was an alcoholic and is disabled now. He lives in a nursing home but I am in charge of all of his finances and care. My own finances or in disarray. I'm basically single but have met a great guy but even that doesn't seem to be coming easy. I think it is time that I focus on my life and getting what I want out of it. I'm one of those people that is always smiling even when my world is crashing down. So this is going to be my place where I can be real and maybe begin to heal my heart and soul.
reading, shopping, being with my friends
kgirlee wrote a journal entry updating 2 goals 3:27pm
Wow I haven't journaled on here in a really long time my life has been way too crazy. In the last…
kgirlee changed their mood to OK 3:19pm
August 27, 2008 3:27pm
Wow I haven't journaled on here in a really long time my life has been way too crazy. In the last few weeks I have said goodbye to my baby …
August 6, 2008 4:19pm
I think I am happy actually I really am. I have made some mega achievements this summer. Most importantly I learned that it is okay to be …
July 28, 2008 4:56pm
Yesterday my church had a prayer service and it was amazing. It really made me realize how much I need to depend on prayer. My life …
July 28, 2008 4:53pm
one credit card paid off and one at the end of the week then only 800 dollars left or so. Who hoo!!!!! Already starting to feel better
Have a shopping problem I trying to get out of debt but I just keep going shopping. It makes me feel better then it makes me feel awful.
I have done things through the years that have made me less shy but I have a really hard time in big groups and standing up for myself I tend to want to make everyone else happy and have a deep fear of letting everyone down
I have no clue exactly what I want to do. I'm thinking legal or human resources
