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I currently work as a Senior Analyst for a check guarantee company. I have 3 dogs - Asia, Raven and Akita who keep me going right now. My life has come to a complete stop since I found my husband in his car - he committed suicide. I feel completely lost and utterly alone although I have a fantastic group of family and friends constantly supporting me. My dogs are my strength currently, they make me keep going.
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Cooking and baking Reading Cop and Detective TV shows Socializing with friends and family - I was at one point prior to this happening an extremely social, outgoing and fun loving person with lots of friends. My husband and I did everything together.
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I hope you are doing ok. Take care, Maria
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I wrote a reply on your post. I am sorry for your loss and you have had to come to this place. However go and join the widows and widowers group the support there is great and it is the only thing that gets me through the day sometime. My husband of 21 years married and 24 years together died of a heart attack in front of me and my older son I could do nothing to save him. I can't even know what you are feeling. We are here and you are not alone. This journey is the hardest thing I have ever been through. I can say use your journal and in the beginning keep it private write him letters look at my journal and you can see the journey I have taken. Love and hugs your way and may god be with you Susan
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hey. i am sorry for your loss. my wife died of an overdose..not suicide but pretty close to it. she had been killing herself for quite some time. i am here if you need to talk to someone not too close to your situation.
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My name is Paula. My husband Robert passed away. He committed suicide. I found him on June 17th, at 6am in his car - he had strangled himself with the seatbelt. It was the most terrifying and traumatic experience of my life. He was my LIFE! I don't know if its too soon to get involved in a group like this, if it will help me? Will it make me feel worse because it brings everything up over again. I have great friends, family and neighbors providing support but just feel so utterly lost!!
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