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kaykay
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I am taking one day at a time.
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About Me
I struggle with Bp. 1 & mixed bp, OCD, severe anxiety/panic attacks, PTSD, past abuse and self abuse. *I am happily married and am fun-loving and a very NONjudgemental Christian.
Interests
I LOVE to spend time with my husband, R.C. & both my kittens, Mia & Arlo. I love PETS! I like to crochet, knit, paint, draw, write, sing, pray, make collages, dance, laugh a LOT, talk/write 2 friends, spend time with loved ones!
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Good morning sweetie! I hope you have a beautiful day!! xxxx
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HI WISHING YOU AND YOUR'S A SAFE AND HAPPY LABOR DAY. HUGS JUDANNA
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Hope things are going well and that you have a great weekend!!
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Hey Girl .. have a super llllloooonnnngggg weekend .. enjoy .. and smile ..
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hey girl!!! long time no talk....been really busy with work....just lettin you know i'm thinkin bout you and i haven't dissapeared!!! sometime...probably the end of oct.....i'll slow down and be able to catch up!!!!
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
I have bipolar 1 & mixed bipolar. It led me to suicide attempts, but with the right meds, therapy and the help of those who love & support me, I am slowly regaining some control over my life.
Treatments
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- I liked this medication and was on it for quite a while, but eventually I ended up getting that dangerous rash (Steven's Johnson's ~ I think is the name of it) and I was taken off of it immediately
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- I take 20mg in the morning to help depression & anxiety.
- Love Working / Worked
- It is the best medicine.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Never underestimate the power of prayer.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- I am no longer going to take this med. It worked good when I was taking 600 mg. as a mood stabilizer and it helped me sleep, but it was causing me to gain a LOT of weight
- Trileptal Working / Worked
- I take 1800mg per day. It is used as a mood stabilizer. It works without any noticeable side affects.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
It will always be with me, but I know that it has made me who I am today.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- I've learned that fogiveness is not meant to help others, but to help yourself.
- Music Working / Worked
- Music always helps me to express my feelings.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- It helps to communicate my feelings with someone who is "safe."
Open Panic Attacks
My panic attacks became worse than ever after I had my full-blown manic episode a year ago, but they are slowly getting better all the time!
Treatments
- EMDR Working / Worked
- I sit down and with my eyes, I look as high up toward the ceiling as I possibly can.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- This worked when I was using it.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- I take 1mg 4 times daily. Sometimes I need to take more when I am at work, but once I have a full blown panic attack, it doesn't seem to matter how many extra Xanax I take.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I have P.T.S.D. symptoms such as nightmares and flashbacks.
Treatments
Open Chronic Pain
Due to a surgery that I had a few years ago, I have chronic upper back and chest pain. It sometimes causes me to have acid reflux problems as well.
Treatments
- Meditation Working / Worked
- I have found that meditation along with prayer works the best for me.
- Neurontin Working / Worked
- I was taking Neurontin for a long time, but it barely even touched the pain. It just took the edge off a little.
Open Breakups & Divorce
I was once in an extremely abusive relationship for 4 years until I was brave enough to leave. After that I met a guy who I was with for 7 years and 2 of those years we were married. He decided to end the relationship because of my bipolar illness. He told me to leave several months after I had a full-blown manic episode.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Leave Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
- I DO A LOT OF THIS!!!
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Accidents
Both my siblings have been in near fatal car accidents and my sister's boyfriend died in a car accident at the young age of 21.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
kaykay hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression
Depression is unfortunately, something that I go through from time to time. It can get really bad when I am on the "low side" of my bp disorder.
Treatments
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- This medication has been helping.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- This helps AND praying...I combine the two sometimes.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- If my depression is not very severe, then I can lift myself up with positive thinking.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- It helps some.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- This helped when I was taking it.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Works like "magic!"
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Groups
Positive chronic pain sufferers
Christian Fellowship
UNCENSORED BipolarBears 18 and over ONLY!!
Prayer requests
Triggers Panic Attacks And Flashbacks
Suicide and Self Injury Survivors
Dissociation
Physical and Verbal Abuse Survivors
FREAKS FOR JESUS
Crafts N Cooks!
Undivided Hearts In Christ!
Age Gap Club
Christian Daily Strength
NEED A GOOD LAUGH
Circle of Support
Meditation Tools for the Soul
Heartfelt Treasures Prayer Ministry
Prayer Group
Poems written in Tears
Change Your Thinking
Daily Prayer
us women
Dont Give Up
Dealing With Bipolar
prayer request line
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