Mom was yelling at me sunday night because she was freaking out about me having my bff stay the night. She said that this was the last time anyone was staying the night on a week night. My lil' sisters bff has been here every night this week. She doesn't get yelled at for it. She doesn't even get a word said to her. I really don't understand what is going on anymore. If I wasn't here.. in my house.. maybe it would be better. There wouldn't be fighting going on since it's me that's always causing the fights now.. If I disappear and go somewheres else, somewheres else where I feel so much more loved then here, maybe I'll get better.. Maybe my family would be happier..