i hate not being able to help!!
I love him so much! and he's in so much pain!!! I'm so scared he's gonna start cutting hmself again.He's in a black pit where he …

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I've been clinicly depressed since age 14-15, seeing nutters, takings meds, but of course these sort of things take way back. My parents split when I was 4-5 years old, but he was already cheating on her and having problems since I was born. I went to live with my mother and sister.But my mom's job makes her change city every 5 years.I moved so many times in my life I never felt I had a home.I didn't keep long time friends because of that. My sister being 6 years older than me was also depressed in her teens so she wouldn't spend time on me.My mother tried to burry her sorrows and worries spending all of her time at work so she would hardly ever be home. That would make me a very lonely girl, and so force myself to be what everybody wanted so I'd have tons of friends and forget how lonely I was at home.I bottled up my emotions to the point I didn't even know how bad I was till I exploded. I was born in Madrid, then lived 6 years in London, then 5 in Barcelona, then 1 in London again.At that point my life was so confusing I started skipping classes.Since I had no friends in London I decided to go live with my father in Madrid and try to regain some roots.Sadly that went very wrong and I had leave.I am now living by myself with my two loving cats.If you want to know more check my journal :)
Music (Blues, Classic Music, Grunge, Heavy Metal, Rock n roll, 60's rock, RnB, Flamenco, and the list goes on and on... Reading (mainly sci-fi and fantasy but others as well) Wicca Animals
I love him so much! and he's in so much pain!!! I'm so scared he's gonna start cutting hmself again.He's in a black pit where he …
I just wanted to put some links to songs that I have related to.(some I think are just plain lovely:P)
Related to Sadness Emptyness and Being …
I've been going out with this boy for about a year and somthing.
I really think he's the One,though maybe its just because I'm …
Well, because of my depression I skipped school and didnt finish high school studies.I was so scared of going to school I could'nt even pass my …
well its 8:31 AM in spain.I'm at my boyfriends.he's asleep and I needed to talk to someone to empty my feelings so I could get some sleep,but …
I've been depressed for the past 5 years.
depressed and wanting to be happy
I've hated my dad for so many years.But I'm much better with him now