CHANGES thanks to my E, and my Momma Leahanne
So its a week today that I havent been talking to my mom... it feels nice actually. I know i have my moments missing …

Seriously... i cant thank Leahanne and my Girlfriend E enough for helping me so much last night! You really are starting to help me realize that I WAS basically screwed out of recieving the right kind of love from my mother. YES she gave me everything i needed... except for the love and emotional support i needed and CRAVED! They both helped me to see that I am not OVERLY emotional, but that my mother is UNDER emotional!
You two are the MOST amazing people i have ever met... well along with everyone else on DS who has been giving me the love and support I dont recieve anywhere else!
I dont even know how to show HOW much I appreciate everyone here on DS...
And to my 3 closests (my ol' bean, my MILF, and my E)... you are SOO special to me, and you have all helped me SOOO much! You mean the WORLD to me!!! I feel like I finally have people who love me and care about me... and it feels amazing!
I LOVE YOU!!!
So its a week today that I havent been talking to my mom... it feels nice actually. I know i have my moments missing …
Im actualy feeling pretty good right now. This is my first time getting out there, conquering my fear and admitting …
I am so thankful I found this website. Google is so amazing. I met so many amazing women on here. The support is just …
You are a wonderfull human, things can be sorted with your mum.
I love you
Garnish
Yes,, i hope things can be sorted with your Mom. I wasn't nice to my Mom and i regret it soo much now it's too late.( noo...i'm not saying you're not nice to your Mom !!) Parents aren't perfect...just average people who come from a different era from us. They do the best they know how to do and usually think they know better than us...and sometimes...not all the time ...they do ! You are a lovely young woman just starting out on your journey through life. I feel sure it will be a wonderful life too as you are full of love and compassion for others. You have so much energy and..yes...life in you. Now I'm rambling !
love you.
g'ma xoxox
Marigolds
awww...i love you too kiddo!!!!!! you big ol sweety you! :)
leahanne