Journal Entry for July 3, 2008
July 3, 2008 4:23pm
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Tysen1211
is feeling Horrible
I'm having suicidal thoughts today
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I'm 25... I'm bi polar and suffer major lows more than highs or mid's... I've been rather suicidal and feel all alone in the world... I have nobody... I'm also paranoid psychophrenic, and reclusive... I love music, i write and play... I love reading, any type of book or literature I'm Gay I just wish I could find even one friend... Someone like me who understands what I'm going thru...
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July 3d
July 3, 2008 3:55pm
Had Dr appointment @ 11 am... Haven't slept or eaten in three days...
Dr's say the knots on my arm are either caused by cancer or HIV
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Thanks for the hug...a nap sounds good.I sometimes wake up feeling better,sometimes not..it's a crap shot for sure. I have been fortunate to have been with the same Pdoc for almost 6 years,he's great,and is very attentive to my moods..he even notices my body language ,if we get to talking about things that stress me.Keep looking ,if you have to ,for a really good Pdoc,it can make a world of difference in your mental well being. hugs dd
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Thanks so much for your hug. I am sorry that you are going through such a tough time right now. What we go through is real, and we are in it together. XX
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hi, wanted to let you know that i responded to your post and you are not alone
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Close Bipolar Disorder
I'm 25... I'm bi polar and suffer major lows more than highs or mid's... I've been rather suicidal and feel all alone in the world... I have nobody... I'm also paranoid psychophrenic, and reclusive... I love music, i write and play... I love reading, any type of book or literature I'm Gay I just wish I could find even one friend... Someone like me who understands what I'm going thru...
Treatments
- Prozac Considering
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Effexor Not Working
- Made me sick
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- worked for a while upped dose to max of 160 mg day quit working
- Zoloft Not Working
- didnt work
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Made me more suicidal
- Paxil Not Working
- Made me major manic
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- put 65 lbs. on me in 3 months. Then stopped working 800 mg dosage so discontinued
- Geodon Working / Worked
- Just started it... Seems to be kinda working a bit... Think dosage needs increased
- Abilify Not Working
- Made my brain chatter in my head
- Ambien Not Working
- made me more suicidal
- Lithium Working / Worked
- Worked until they took me off of it... New doctor dont believe in using it... So we dont anymore...
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