I wish this awful feeling would just go away!! I have 2 beautiful little girls that I love and adore so much and a good husband so why can't I just be happy? I feel so lost and lonely because find it hard to be around people at the moment. If I go to the shops I feel as though everyone is looking at me and judging me for some reason. I just want to curl up into a little ball in a dark room and stay there. I feel like I am never good enough and feel like I am a crap mother. I lay in bed at night and worry about my babies. It feels like someone is going to come and take them away from me. Why do I have this feeling? I am so tired and can't live like this anymore!!!!!! I want to be happy again and I want some self confidence. What am I going to do?
keep living day to day it will get better you are a good mum a crap mum by my diff. is a mum who dose not care about the children and i would say that you do care about your kidsso you are a good mum.
andrew08