Journal Entry for September 16, 2008
September 16, 2008 7:59pm
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lovexantidote’s Profile
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lovexantidote
is feeling OK
has to play a show tonight!
Recently: 2 hugs received, 1 hug given more …
About Me
I'm seventeen and a high school senior, play keys in a band, play field hockey run track swim, paint ball ride horses, overall a very active person. My parents are together still, and I have one brother who is older we are best friends. I'm extremely outgoing and a great listener. I don't judge and hadn't planned on starting.
Interests
music.art.friends.outside.workingout.
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Recent Activity
Sunday
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lovexantidote and hintyy are now friends 2:34pm
Saturday
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lovexantidote gave CloudStrife a Hug 9:52pm
:] thanksss…
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lovexantidote and LabelMeIDareYou are now friends 2:05pm
September 27
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lovexantidote gave CloudStrife a Hug 1:54pm
alright, wbu?…
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lovexantidote updated their status 12:29pm
has to play a show tonight!…
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hurt
September 10, 2008 8:52pm
i wake up everyday, and i wonder what the day is going to bring to me and how my day is gonna go. And everyday i think if i should have just ended it …
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please help
August 13, 2008 7:20pm
the day to day seems to get harder, im never truely happy and the pain i feel inside is more then i can handle. im not afriad of death, i embrace it. …
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Journal Entry for July 21, 2008
July 21, 2008 4:24pm
i feel so numb. like im not really here ya know? these meds are really kicking my butt...and i just feel high almost but not a good happy giggle …
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Restless
July 19, 2008 5:33pm
hey so i feel so restless, like nothing is satisfying me.
i feel soo bored and so out of it but i dont have a
healthy outlit for my engery right now …
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
I am a high school senior, and have been dealing with serve bipolar 1 with psychosis and schizo-affective issues for 6 years. I recently spent time in a mental facility, which was no walk in the park. The psychosis is not really that stable but my moods are slowly working themselves out. Hopefully being able to talk to someone who is dealing with what I am will help.
Treatments
- Abilify Somewhat Helpful
- I still suffer from the psychosis and schizo affective issues my anxiety is still here along with paranoia but it does help with the moods. I cant take it at night because it caused insomnia.
Close Bipolar Disorder - Teen
im 17, im a senior, and i have sevre bi polar 1 with psychosis schizo affective issuses ADD anxiety and ADHD. I am on high suicide watch, and have been hospitalized recently for an attempt. all i want is to be happy. and have someone to talk to you who understands...
Treatments
- Abilify Working / Worked
- makes me feel like im not me
Open Alcoholism
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
- going okay
- Willpower Working / Worked
- going okay
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
My best friend of 6 years commited suicide. Im 17 now, we were both 16 at the time. I miss him more and more everyday. i love him more than anyone could love another human being. And all i want now is to be with him no matter the way i have to do that....
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- nothing helps the pain
- Talking Considering
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- i work my self to the point of injury just so i can feel again.
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
i crave it. i love it. its a part of my daily routine. i need help.
Open Sports Injuries
Type: Rotator Cuff InjuriesIm a highschool senior. And had been swimming since 4th grade competitavly. In the summer of my sophomore year i had Junior Oylimpic and NTG times in back stroke. i coached and love everyminute of it. Then one practice my coach pushed me to hard. i felt it tearing...my shoulder that is and i told her i needed to stop. It later led to the decision of surgery or swimming. And the chances of me swimming after surgery were slim to none. I miss it more then anything.
Treatments
- Flexeril Working / Worked
- Heat Working / Worked
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
Open ADHD / ADD
lovexantidote hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open High School Stress
i hate school. i have great friends and all but peer pressure and stress for AP and Honours classes make everything to much to handle.
Treatments
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- makes me a little agitated
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Recently …
- 1 hug given
- 2 hugs received
