Cally!
July 9, 2008 3:58pm
Yay! I'm going to cally! Whooo!! ha ha, hopefully i can still log on every now and then, i'll miss you guys!! oh, but i'm leaving next …
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TorxmenxtedxSoulxx’s Profile
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TorxmenxtedxSoulxx
is feeling Horrible
Eat drink and be merry,cause you never know when your final day will come...
About Me
My passion is poetry, i love to write! My moral is to never go back on a promise and my family...Uh...Maybe I shouldn't go there...I've been diagnosed with depression and attempted suicide 4 times, and self-harmed myself more than 20 times, I don't have the help my friends think I need because of my parents, and also suffer from insomnia and eating disorders... I don't know who I am so i change identities from time to time, also i'm very paranoid...I'm trying to figure out love and if i should get involved, I've been hurt a lot before so i don't trust anyone, love is great, but just don't get lost in it...My brother and sister died of a miscarry, I'm not sure how I lived, but i did...I hate every fiber of myself emotionally and physically even though everyone says there's nothing wrong with me...love is something I've never felt towards anyone...I think...
Interests
My interests...Sports and writing, i like practicing Chinese calligraphy XD Other things...I don't know really... I like to beach at night, its so pretty... Oh and I love chocolate and anime...and music=D
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Recent Activity
August 9
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TorxmenxtedxSoulxx updated their status 5:12pm
Eat drink and be merry,cause you never know when your final day will...…
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TorxmenxtedxSoulxx updated their status 5:12pm
Eat drink and be merry,cause you never know when your final day will come…
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Ha ha=D
July 4, 2008 4:37pm
I don't knowXD I think I've gone completely crazy and my councilor is no help=D Its so lonely without friends and my parents say i talk to …
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I have no idea
July 3, 2008 3:26pm
I have no idea, i'm so tired i can't think straight its summer here so i don't see my friends for a while=.= its so boring when u have no …
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Death
July 2, 2008 6:22pm
I've tried...I've tried so hard...I've tried until I bled...Theres so reason, no motive,to live,No shred of happiness, no …
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keep smiling honey,xx
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Have a hug!
I’m With You
well done in setting the goal lovely :) you can do it, just stay positive...and if you feel you're slipping just send me a message and let it all out. have faith in yourself, like others have faith in you too x x
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thx.
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Recently I'm not able to sleep, My grades are going down the tube and my friends seem to avoid me...I don't know what to do anymore, so i was on the computer and saw your add and thought it would help...I feel so alone, my parents don't seem to want to bother with me anymore...
Treatments
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
- It kinda worked, I feel almost the same but it seems to feel like a bit of weight has been lifted off me...
Close Shyness
I don't like talking to new people, or at least making the first approach, and if i do, i never seem to get along with that person, and that doesn't help
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Meeting new people is easier on DS.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- My dog listens to me, i know she has no idea what i;m saying but it feels good to talk to her...
Open Self-Injury
I used everything i could find, i was so tired of everything i wanted to end it all so i cut as deep as i could on my wrist...
Open Anxiety
I had an anxiety attack and tried to kill myself
Open Insomnia
I haven't been able to sleep since 2 weeks ago
Open Personality Disorders
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TorxmenxtedxSoulxx hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
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