Well today was my BIG dentist appointment. …
Well today was my BIG dentist appointment. I should say that it went better than last time. I am still numb and i keep …
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I know I haven't been writing alot...but I just haven't felt like doing a whole lot. Been riding the emotional roller coaster up and down. One day I'm feeling ok..the next day i feel like crap again. It's almost time for him to move out. Only 5 more weeks of school, then we will tell our son. I'm dreading that day soooo much. I just hope I can be strong enough for my son, because he will need me!! In a way I'm looking forward to my sbx to move out, because then I won't see all of his actions anymore and it won't feel like a slap in my face every time he goes downstairs to call her, but on the other hand I"m scared. What if I can't support my son and me on my own? What if I can't get through this pain? So many worries and not enough answers. We got into tonight a little bit, because I told him I was gonna go to a friends house Saturday night while he was with her, he then told me that I couldn't because him and his gf were going. I told him I was sick and tired of having HER whereabouts dictate my life...where I can and can not go!! So we got into it a little bit...in the end he backed down and said they would go somewhere else. It felt kinda good to have this small victory....but at the same time it made me feel really bad and just reminded me what I have lost !!!
I'm trying to take it one day at a time, but it's hard!!
I know I haven't been writing alot...but I just haven't felt like doing a whole lot. Been riding the emotional roller coaster up and down. One day I'm feeling ok..the next day i feel like crap again. It's almost time for him to move out. Only 5 more weeks of school, then we will tell our son. I'm dreading that day soooo much. I just hope I can be strong enough for my son, because he will need me!! In a way I'm looking forward to my sbx to move out, because then I won't see all of his actions anymore and it won't feel like a slap in my face every time he goes downstairs to call her, but on the other hand I"m scared. What if I can't support my son and me on my own? What if I can't get through this pain? So many worries and not enough answers. We got into tonight a little bit, because I told him I was gonna go to a friends house Saturday night while he was with her, he then told me that I couldn't because him and his gf were going. I told him I was sick and tired of having HER whereabouts dictate my life...where I can and can not go!! So we got into it a little bit...in the end he backed down and said they would go somewhere else. It felt kinda good to have this small victory....but at the same time it made me feel really bad and just reminded me what I have lost !!!
I'm trying to take it one day at a time, but it's hard!!
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To tell you the truth I don't think you have lost a thing. Face it this guy is a super jerk and emotionally you will be better of. Off course at first it will hurt and changes will have to be made. I would suggest that you consult a lawyer now and find out what your rights are. He is still going to have financial responsibilities there, make him take care off them. Darlin you have to stand up for you and your sons rights.
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