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Had to leave work today, another panic attack. Tomorrow I will learn if my wife has anymore strength to give or love to share with me @ court. Please everyone pray that I didn't find myself and realize what I had Wth her was being stolen by my actions and that my ways truely were hurting her so deep inside. I am so sorry for that hurt amber.please pray for us.
I am staying at my parents house tonight. God please hear my request for one final chance to be my wifes husband and Carry me through my transformation.
630pm
Just weighed myself.... 190 to 175 in 12 days. Need to fix that despite tomorrow.
I am starting to wonder if I hear that she is divorcing me b4 that hurt will become anger? I can see probably right after I can breathe normal.
8PM
Well this is it.I can see one hell of an entry tomorrow. One way or the other.I don't want to go to bed.I know I won't fall asleep.ill just get all worked up.so as I lay there I am just going to pray... All night until I fall asleep. I can't express the unknown I face tonight. Probably the most unsure of what is next for my family? Will I still have them? I am so scared that she is already committed to leave. Oh god here it is.... Time to go lay down with god.I love you Amber. Brett goodnight dude. Briana here is an Eskimo kiss for you....... God.... Do you have a minute?
I am staying at my parents house tonight. God please hear my request for one final chance to be my wifes husband and Carry me through my transformation.
630pm
Just weighed myself.... 190 to 175 in 12 days. Need to fix that despite tomorrow.
I am starting to wonder if I hear that she is divorcing me b4 that hurt will become anger? I can see probably right after I can breathe normal.
8PM
Well this is it.I can see one hell of an entry tomorrow. One way or the other.I don't want to go to bed.I know I won't fall asleep.ill just get all worked up.so as I lay there I am just going to pray... All night until I fall asleep. I can't express the unknown I face tonight. Probably the most unsure of what is next for my family? Will I still have them? I am so scared that she is already committed to leave. Oh god here it is.... Time to go lay down with god.I love you Amber. Brett goodnight dude. Briana here is an Eskimo kiss for you....... God.... Do you have a minute?
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Unfortunately, the courthouse is not the most likely place to start a reconciliation. I am very glad you are with your parents tonight, you are lucky to have a place of refuge. (I say that with envy, as I do not have such a refuge.) I will pray for you, with all my might, that you can rconcile with your wife. But if it does not happen, please don't let yourself be consumed by guilt. We ALL could have done things better in our marriages, all of us who are divorcing and all of those who are not. Not a one of us is perfect, and that includes your wife. You need to move on, regardless of the outcome in court tomorrow. You need to do the best you can in life, for yourself as well as for others. Go through with your trasnformation, with or without your wife, you cannot make her stay with you, you can only control what YOU do from here on out. You are WAY too young to get stuck in this current place you are in, you will clearly go on to have wonderful new experiences. Mark my words!
anne7676
I said a prayer for you and Amber.....I wish you both the best.
veeachjay
I hope you guys make it!!!
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