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Journal Entry for July 18, 2008 Mood
Friday, July 18, 2008

getting drunk didnt help

god damn it i hate myself

I got so angry that i broke at least 20 things in my house

and the stupidist thing set me off my

dad ate my food and i got so pissed

i couldnt stop yelling

my dog is scared of me now

i have a big hole in the wall

how will i explain that to my parents

nd then i cut myself again

for the first time in 7 months

in fact as im typing this

blood is dripping down my arm

god damn it im a failure

nothing goes right for me

id be better off dead

but its not like it matters no one cares

i doubt anyone reads this anyway

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Comments

  1. boiwater

    well i read it. You seem like a nice guy overall. it's okay, i get out of control too...my dogs hate me too kehe... I like the fact that you're writing about it rather than keeping it in, i think it's pretty awesome.

    As for the cutting I'll pray that things will get better for you and that life will become manageable as the moments go by.


    boiwater

  2. gymboy15

    i get a feeling in ur state like whereTF can i go with this. im so F***ed up no one cares about this. i know people say this to you maybe but i talk to my school councelors about it and they helped. they think i may be bipolar. but anyways i know it seems like nothing good will ever happen but it does get better


    gymboy15

  3. CHriS1991

    you got more people that care about u then you think. and its good you stopped cutting yourself. sorry you did it agian but the only thing u can do is stop agian.you got friends here for you. just remember that


    CHriS1991

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