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    HI. Im Kait. Im spiritual, yet follow the christian faith open-mindedly. I love nature, photography, spituality, cats, kids, hanging out at a cozy cafe, reading, going to the local park with the lake, psychology, relaxing with a good movie, and many other things. My philososophy is to treat others others with love and kindness...and pray for your enemies. A saying I like is "Sometimes when we are generous in small, barely detectable ways it can change someone else's life forever." – Margaret C.

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    • Journal Entry for September 1, 2008

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      Mood July 11, 2008 1:05am

      Today went ok. I slept in, took a quick shower. I weighed myself and to my dismay had gained 5 lbs overnight....it better be water weight. I went to …

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    63 days sober. Last update Sep 1, 08

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  • Support Groups

    • Close Anxiety

      I have chronic anxietu as part of my post traumatic stress disorder and its own disorder. Im on meds for it and have dealt with anxiety for at least 10 years.

      Treatments

      Ativan Working / Worked
      worked a tiny bit the first few times and then stopped working.
      Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
      somewhat helpful for a short period of time for anxiety if i can breathe in the first place.
      Klonopin Working / Worked
      helps for the ost part at the right dosage.
      Paxil Not Working
      i had a bad reaction to this medication.
      Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
      carries me through only so far.
      Remeron Not Working
      This one caused rapid weight gain
      Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
      helped a little with sleep for a while but then stopped working and went off.
      Wellbutrin Not Working
      this isnt working yet but i hope it helps soon.
      Lunesta Working / Worked
      helps with sleep
      Topamax Too Soon to Tell
      a mood stabalizer that seems to have a very minimal effect so far but its too soon to tell.
      Invega Too Soon to Tell
      i just stated this and it seems to help with irritability and sleep but its too soon to really tell.
    • Close Cocaine Addiction & Recovery

      I have been battling crack addiction for at least 7 years on and off now. I have con-current disorders they call it. Addiction and mental health issues. Its hard. Im 7 days clean/sober now again after 2 2 day slips after a long time clean. Drugs are just one more problem I dont need and want to get rid of.

      Treatments

      Detox Working / Worked
      helpful when i could get in and when necessary.
      Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Somewhat Helpful
      The 12 steps are helpful, but I go to a christian based 12 step program, which works better for me now.
      Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
      It was very helpful. I know I relapsed, but dont let that be a reflection of treatment. The right treatment center can change your life still. I will still never be the same even though I slipped.
    • Open Depression

      Treatments

      Celexa Working / Worked
      i didnt think it was working at the time, but in hindsight it was one of the more helpful ones except for the weight gain aspect i heard it causes which i dont remember but i dont want to take chances.
      Effexor Not Working
      increased my anxiety
      Elavil Somewhat Helpful
      was somewhat helpful for sleep until i overdosed on it.
      Paxil Not Working
      had a bad reaction
      Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
      helpful when i can do it. easier said than done though.
      Prozac Not Working
      wasn't helpful
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      helping a little. I definately couldn't do without.
      Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
      helpful for anxiety and sleep but slows down metabolism and increases appetite.
      Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
      helpful only when they are available and i dont have many.
      Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
      sort of helped with sleep for a while and then stopped working
      Wellbutrin Too Soon to Tell
      not working yet but its too soon to tell.
      Writing Working / Worked
      very helpful and i share mine with my therapist.
      Topamax Somewhat Helpful
      minimally helpful mood stabalizer
      Invega Too Soon to Tell
      just increased this so its to soon to tell but seems to help with sleep and irritability.
    • Open Diets & Weight Maintenance

      I have been battling weight in one way or another for my whole life. Ive tried eating nothing, eating less, extremes, and ive had problems with emotional eating, night eating, overeating, etc. It seems food is an issue in some way no matter what i do.

      Treatments

      Alli Not Working
      didn't do much except make me go to the bathroom and poo oily stuff. Gross, i know.
      Counting Calories Working / Worked
      restricting is helpful if my metabolism is used to more than what im restricting too, calorie-wise.
      Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
      worked for a while and then i started eating less and ruined it and my metabolism by putting my body in starvation mode and now healthy eating means weight gain before weight loss. Im naturally overweight so Ill have to watch at some point.
      Eat Less Working / Worked
      restricting is helpful if my metabolism is used to more than what im restricting too, calorie-wise.
      Hoodia Somewhat Helpful
      sort of suppressed appetite if i took alot.
      Slim-Fast Somewhat Helpful
      sort of helped if i replaced one meal with it and ate only one other meal throughout the day before 6pm.
    • Open Eating Disorders
      Type: Anorexia

      I have had an eating disorder diagnosed for over 3 years but i think my eating has been disordered my whole life. Currently, I am diagnosed still with anorexia.

      Treatments

      Dietitian Consult Too Soon to Tell
      i met with a dietition today for the first time so its too soon to tell for sure.
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      its helpful but only an hour once/week which is less than what i need at this point. I would like treatment.
      Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
      not very much support but what little i have is helpful to a certain degree. Thing is that they dont understand first-hand so they think i can just get over it kind of thing or pray it away.
      Topamax Working / Worked
      It doesnt seem to be working for the eating disorder. It helps with the overeating urge i had at times.
    • Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide

      Ive had a couple friends commit suicide and its hard not to blame myself. The most recent happened less than a year ago.

      Treatments

      Talking Working / Worked
      helped with the one in march,'99, but i haven't talked about the recent one.
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      i wrote briefly a letter to her but never finished and have never talked or dealt with that suicide since. The other one, more long ago, was dealt with better.
    • Open Internet Addiction

      Sometimes i spend hours online and miss days and almost appointments. I think Im an internet addict. Im not sure.

    • Open Personality Disorders
      Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

      Im diagnosed with BPD. Although I dont agree, I thought, Id join this grous as I know that DID has also been queried in my case which is another personality disorder a dissosiative kind.

      Treatments

      Talking Working / Worked
      helpful and insightful.
    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      Treatments

      Art Working / Worked
      helps me get things out and i share it and discuss it with my therapist.
      EMDR Too Soon to Tell
      still experimenting with this.
      Rape Counseling Not Working
      wasn't helpful for me to keep talking about it at the time. Although now, I think I may benefit from trauma counselling.
      Reading Somewhat Helpful
      self-help workbooks are somewhat helpful
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      helped anxiety but causes weight gain
      Talking Working / Worked
      helpful usually as long as the therapist helps me ground after.
    • Open Self-Injury

      I have been a cutter for 13 years and am trying to obstain and its hard.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      somewhat helpful but at the end of the day, my depression is worse at night as is SI urges usually.
      Rubber Bands Not Working
      not helpful once my mind is made up
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      somewhat helpful but at the end of the day, my depression is worse at night as is SI urges usually.
    • Open Shopping Addiction

      I buy things to make myself feel better even though Im in debt and on a fixed disability income.

    • Open Shyness

      Treatments

      DailyStrength Working / Worked
      helpful in meeting others
      Self-help Somewhat Helpful
      somewhat helpful but still keeps me isolated.
    • Open Stress Management

      I do not deal well with stress. I worry too much, people tell me. I am a stress case.

      Treatments

      Physical Exercise Working / Worked
      very helpful
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      helped with anxiety and sleep but causes weight gain
    • Open Bisexuality

      Ive been bi since i was a teen, but am also a christian so ya....kind of complcated and i keep it suppressed and have prayed against it but its still there.

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