is feeling OK
am sitting at home trying to motivate myself to go running after i just binged.
I am a 30 year old woman that is in very good shape, but I struggle with my body image. I have had a borderline eating disorder for years and want help desperately, but can't afford it at this time.
July 2, 2008 7:30pm
I feel a little better today...a little more in control. I told G about EVERYTHING last night. He knew a little of my background before, but …
July 1, 2008 10:46pm
Okay, I can’t stop bingeing!!! I didn’t even wake up hungry this morning, but just for breakfast I had over 1,000 calories. I know I am …
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I got sick five years ago when i moved to a foreign country and liked the weight loss. Since then, I have struggled to stay super skinny and began having a borderline eating disorder. I even went so far as to take massive diuretics and laxatives all at the same time and it almost killed me. When I passed out 5 times in two minutes and hit a doorknob causing me to have a slight concussion, i finally admitted to my family that I had a problem. Since then I have struggled to keep off weight, eat healthy, and have a good body image, but i return to bingeing. I can't afford the help at the moment as I have just moved to a new country and haven't gotten a job yet. I would appreciate any help or support I can get until I can afford to get some help.
