LinM85's Journal

I just want to praise the Lord today!!! I am so happy to let you all know that last night before I went to bed, I prayed to God that if it is his will, I want Biv to give me one more chance. and Halleluiah! I prayed from 10:15 to 10:48pm not just for me but for so many people i have met recently with needs...but I get a call from Biv at 11pm! How amazing is our father's works!!! This would not happened if only I were the one praying for this need of mine. I know loads of my DS brothers and sisters in Christ prayed with me and God granted me my wish.

now the best part of this was that i was not expecting Biv to give me that chance last night itself..i thought he called only as a 'friend'...but the man who told me that he cant meet me anytime soon told me he wants to see me one of these days..preferably sooner. Praise the Lord! right this minute, the hymn Thankyou Jesus, Thankyou Jesus, Thankyou Lord for loving me is in my mind. i sang this last night after my 1hr conversation with Biv. I have a new prayer request now. Biv said he wants to emotionally attached slowly over time because he was scalded once...which is understandable..but if we pray for him to develop stronger feelings before it is too late, i know God would listen to me!

God gave man free will..but I know God has his ways to let us think what he wants us to think..why else would a man who refused to give me one chance give me that last night? we just need to pray for the thoughts! I am over the moon at the moment and i cant express in words how blessed i feel.

I have a prayer for everyone today...well, everyone on DS atleast...

Lord,

We are mortals and we are sinners a lot of the time. Lord, we never take the time to understand what you have planned for us. Being mortal, we feel disheartened when we do not get what we want from you. But we never realise till it's too late that it is your way to remind us how grateful we should be to have a loving father like you. Lord, our earthly parents desert us..but you would always be there for us. Lord, this past two weeks, i realised how powerful prayers would be. i surrender myself to you Lord. Do unto me as thy will is. Please grant us blessings that we only deserve. Lord, you have given me happiness more than what i have asked for. i want all my family on DS to feel the same happiness! So many people are going through depression. One of your daughters taught me that depression is a form of guilt we feel when we know we have sinned. Lord, please forgive us for all our sins through the blood of your son, Jesus. Lord, help my brothers and sisters to overcome this depression. So many of my siblings are bi-polar, suffers from add, fibromyalgia, troubled pregnancy, diabetes, chronic pain and so many other diseases i dont even have knowledge about. Lord, please deliver them from the pain they are suffering. Help them to praise your name even during these trials...Lord, we want satan to leave us alone and you to cleanse our earthly bodies with your sons blood. have mercy on us and please give us your everlasting blessings.

In the name of Jesus Christ I ask this,

AMEN!!!