is feeling Bad
If you're reading this...I just want to send you love.
Lover of the Arts
August 7, 2008 5:53pm
i always seem to be feeling just ok when i log onto this. its almost like i dont allow myself to feel good...much less great.
July 7, 2008 3:31am
c'mon. you've been given so much, you're great, or you could be, but you're dragging yourself down. i cant afford …
July 5, 2008 4:35pm
i was feeling good last night and this morning. i just ate someone elses burrito and now i feel ok. damn, why can't i be aware of …
your doing fine, pls let me know if you want to chat.
I am trying to get into therapy. They are so messed up themselves, they can't return a phone call.
Hi, sorry to hear about your dad. HOw is your mom coping? How are you coping?
Thank you, and yeah i try to ignore what people say but its kinda hard. ya know, like when i start to push it away from my mind pple bring uo my father or one of the friends i have lost and it brings me to ters. i know there is soo sooo many haters out there i just dont get why pple cant get over they way other pple are i mean its them not u. get over it,... but thank you
why not, if u dont mind me asking, just over for the summer or somethin else. yeah, i would like to do hip hop too one day.
I lost my dad in February of 2007. It was assisted suicide, which was no secret, I knew the date of his death months before it happened. He was very ill for most of my life, and he was a great person. So, its not exactly conventional, but I do see myself as fortunate because I loved him and he loved me.
Sometimes I don't even let myself process my thoughts of anxiety...but my body lets me know it's there when my stomach tightens up. I can't go to sleep without TV, which disgusts me, because I can't face myself in the quiet theres so much I worry about.
I'm so frustrated with the way I use food as a coping mechanism. I eat more when I'm bored and down, just like man others. I'm terrified of never really leaving the habit behind and allowing it to continue to rule my life.
I'm part of a really tight knit group of three girls and myself, we recently found each other and grew close. Two of them ended up together and the third has been in relationships with other girls. I'm straight at this point, haha.
Im trying.
