My Heart and Soul Says No But My Body Craves It
I Hate The Fact That I Am FIne On THe Outside But I Know Everything Is Falling Apart.. I'm Having a Hard …
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I'm an old soul for the most part, but not all the time. I can be immature, and I just seem to have an addictive personality, I can become addicted to anything, and very easily. I'm strong, but I have a very crazy and pain filled past, so I enjoy self medicating myself to numb it all. I have a hard time doing things the right way, because it seems easier to do things the wrong way. I'm ready and willing to learn how to change this though.
I Hate The Fact That I Am FIne On THe Outside But I Know Everything Is Falling Apart.. I'm Having a Hard …
don't no u or about your life but I do know that u do not have to do this alone I am an addict as well I want to be of any help to u I hope to hear from u jessica
I'm 18 years old and I just graduated high school. I moved in with my mom about 6 months ago and everything just recently started falling apart again. I was admitted to Rehab at the age of 15 for using Meth, and nearly causing my own death. I was clean for a long time and rarely dipped in and out of the drug scene until about 1 year ago when I started using X and Coke occasionally. I was changing, I went from the ugly duckling to the center of attention, and I didn't know how to handle it. So I did what everyone else was doing to look like I knew what I was doing and I fit in good. To make a long story short, everyone's idea of a good time became my simple addiction. I started doing Meth again less then a month ago and I cut myself off about 4 days ago. I'm doing alot better, but everything else around me is still slowly falling apart.. and I don't wanna be next.