crinforbabyof98’s Profile

Close Miscarriage

My story begins at age 14. I was in love with someone I thought could do no wrong.We had a brief relationship that resulted in an unplanned pregnancy.I found that this man was not who i thought he was.Iwas in eighth grade and i was in English class.I all of a sudden started cramping. The pain hit me so hard and fast Worst pain I had ever felt I passedout on my desk.When i came to I felt nauseated and the pain was excrutiating,so near tears i asked to be excused to the bathroom trembling from the pain i ssat on the toilet It was a rush of blody fluid and what looked like a giant golfball sized blood clot feel into the toilet I threw up from the pain i was feeling. I knew the possibility of me being pregnant was certian and i knew this wasnt normal i got up and looked i fell to my knees in tears. i knew what happened. i was heartbroken. i had accepted the fact i was pregnant but i wasnt ready for this.I flushed and rushed my self back to normaltrying to make it through the day.i knew i had misscarried i have lived 13 years grieving,pining for the baby i lost.

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Psychotherapy Working / Worked

I had a misscarrige in the bathroom at school when i was 14 it definetly affects me to day would the baby be a boy or girl.what color eyes would the had if they had made itI do head counts of my existing children feeling someone is missing