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Well, I'm feeling good today. Its been up and down but mostly up this past weekend. I went out Saturday and had a ball. I also had fun yesterday as well. I only cried a little bit a couple of times but I wasn't totally upset as I was before. I am trying to get past the angry stage after finding out he is back with his baby's mom. Friday, I did some bitter things that I actually now regret and can't take back at all. But its time for me to move on and be totally free. I am awaiting my revised divorce papers so that they may include him paying for the divorce and him paying half of the tax bill we owe. Though it still hurts like hell, I'm hoping that this goes real quick.
Hi all - Today is a new day and I'm actually ok. After finding out everything yesterday, I now feel a little closer to being renewed. I still sometimes have to fight back tears but I feel I'm getting closer to my freedom. Yeah! I'm going out tonight to celebrate two friends birthday. I just pray I don't get sad again.
Well guys I found out that my STBX is now seeing his baby mama. It started not even a week after I kicked him out. They are now playing family. Going to the parks and going to the fireworks. When I found out earlier today I wanted to hurt him so bad. I wanted to rent a car and track him down and really hurt him. What did I do so horrible to him? All I asked is that he stand up and be a man. Granted I didn't say it in a nice way but damn. I knew it was going to happen but damn so soon. I feel like straight shit.
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