Journal Entry for October 17, 2007
I had asked months ago, that my profile be deleted.....Well, it never happened....And I think I know why, god had better plans for me, Im not very …
is feeling Bad
Suffering with several medical problems/chronic pain, trying to continue to be a good mother and wife, but finding it VERY DIFFICULT.....
I had asked months ago, that my profile be deleted.....Well, it never happened....And I think I know why, god had better plans for me, Im not very …
WHY IS THIS STILL HERE..............I ASKED THEM TWICE TO REMOVE IT.............
IM THRU..........GOODBYE...........SWEET DREAMS...........ITS …
Well, I feel like a total stupid idiot, I opened up to all, something very sensitive to me in my journal, and not one comment.... apparently this …
Thank goodness the weekend is over and the husband is back at work, I walk on eggshells all weekend, I can't bear them anymore. Kinda ashamed to …
Im still here.........Just needed to talk to someone *for now*. I think I made a new friend, and boy do I need friends....... I doubled my …
I hope an angel of love visits you today and whispers in your ear that God hears you every time you pray. I hope an angel of peace visits you tonight and touches your soul, inspiring dreams that are as bright as star light. I hope an angel of mercy visits you tomorrow and mends your heart, taking away all of your pain and sorrow. I hope an angel of light visits you every day bringing you endless joy and hope for the sunshine that's on the way~Love,Maria
I meant GLAD you are still here!
I am gald you are still here! HUGS!
I have some funny stories to tell you regarding the surgery. I have a kinda sick mind but it helps get me through the days. Did you have a Gyn Onocogist? I wish the media would talk more about this.....everyone around me was shocked that you could get cancer "there". Nancy
Thank you. And to you also.
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Diagnosed with fibro in 2003, also have osteo arthritis in several locations
Diagnosed with vulvar cancer in 1997, had partial vulvectomy in 97, again in 2001, have continued to be cancer free since.
I have cronic pain from arthritis and fibromyalgia
I believe I have had depression my whole life, but didn't realize it till my hair started falling out in my mid twenties, It has become worse over the years, with all my other misfortunes..
Have had high BP for years, its hereditary
Found out in Dec. 2005 that I have sleep apnea, dr suggested a mouthpiece made by a dentist, never followed thru, as my insurance wouldn't pay for the mouthpiece, and I cannot afford it...
Bad case of West Nile Virus and Meningitis in August 2003
I have been with my husband for 25 years, married for 23 of those, he has emotionally abused me from day 1, it is never physical, but VERY emotional, so why am I still here????? Too Damn scared to leave and face the big world alone....
I have been overweight off and on my whole life, since hitting 40, it has been a hugh struggle, I tend to want to blame it on my hypothyroid problems as I only eat once a day, not a big eater, and I don't snack, so confused as to WHY, maybe hereditiary (sp.), sounds like im trying to find an excuse, IAM, cause if I can find the cause, then perhaps I can find the cure, so Im joining this group, maybe I can learn something here...