is feeling Good
Well.. for my sins, I am a 52 year old disabled bint! ;) Most of my working life has been spent in nursing and psychiatric nursing and some public service and social work. the latter mainly with troubled kids. I have a 24 year old daughter from a previous marriage doing her Masters at uni .
I love all things to do with animals, (I can talk to owls in the wild and they come to me!!)nature, and spiritual things. I have some small psychic gift which can sometimes feel more like a curse than a blessing but I would not be without it for the world. I have been blessed with 2 spirit guides, one a fox (I had expected him to be an owl!!) and one a beautiful lady called Lucinda! (I kind of expected a male!!) I am not religious as such. I have a deep belief system of my own which includes parts of Hinduism, Bhuddism, Paganism and Spritualism and I think the Christians and Muslims have some bits right too. All Gods are one God with many paths to him/her. Prayer and meditation to me seem much the same thing! I try to live by a personal Credo of 'Never emotionally, physically or mentaly harm any living creature.' Not ALWAYS totally possible but I do my best! I am not vegetarian although I choose to eat very little flesh. Recent events have made me lose 3 stone in weight which has improved my self esteem and body image. Still more to go though ;) I am always happy to help others if I can through my training, work experiences, and life experiences if I can. I enjoy all kinds of music although this has diminished a little at the moment as I keep finding 'Triggers' and I play several musical instruments.. very badly. I wish I could sing but I have not been blessed with that kind of voice. Maybe in the next life???? LOL I also run a small non profit making Ebay shop as a distraction from chronic pain, and for motivation.
HOLEINMYSOUL
gave Doug
a Present 5:03pm
You are a STAR for running this site! It's been the most marvellous help to me and I thank my lucky stars…
HOLEINMYSOUL changed their mood to Good 5:01pm
HOLEINMYSOUL updated their status 5:01pm
Funeral today! Said au revoir and see you on the other side to Mum! WE can...…
HOLEINMYSOUL changed their mood to OK 5:00pm
HOLEINMYSOUL replied to Deceived’s discussion post Just observations... in the Infidelity support group 3:54pm
I have to say it depends on the circumstances and individuals. No.. I will not hang on to him whatever!…
August 2, 2008 3:14am
Talked with Dad last night as I do every night... and he asked me if I wanted to see mum before the funeral.
I had wanted to very much but it's …
August 1, 2008 6:01am
Well I am surviving! I guess we DO don't we!!!
What with Kim's (daughter's) illness and Mum's illness then death.. I now hear my best …
July 31, 2008 7:42am
<SCREAMS AT THE TOP OF MY VOICE>
I HATE THIS YEAR FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!!!!
July 31, 2008 3:30am
Hiya everyone!
I am writing this.. not so much as a journal entry for my own benefit as such.. but in the hope that all my chums on here will …
July 23, 2008 4:18am
IN MEMORIAM
HEATHER MURIEL BARBER
BORN 28th JULY 1926
PASSED OVER 23rd JULY 2008
MUCH LOVED WIFE TO DOUGLAS, MUM TO WENDY AND SHIRLEY AND …
I think this year sucks also!!!!!!!The worst year I ever had. This year started s#!ty from day 1. I got a speeding ticket on new years eve after getting off of a ride along(hang'n out with a cop on his shift). It's been down hill scince then. So sorry about your mom.GF ps. What does your profile pic mean?
Agree w/ what you said. There is nothing to be done about the flaming though. People hurt and react sometimes. Unless you come prepared, it's a hard pill to swallow. Wish DS could specify two boards for Infidelity, one for cheaters and one for betrayed because while we do find help in cross communication, I don't think anyone should start in the wrong area unawares.
hi hon, how are you today? I see you were going to the chapel today for your mom, I wish you a warm loving feeling and strength by the end of the day, your mom is with you always....
omg living with him has been horrible lately, I had been thinking he was even cheating or something, I was a mess, my stomach in knots all the freakin time, I am glad it is just work in a way, but also feel so bad for him right now. I know he is miserable. I want to get away but not sure if he can leave the job. He is stressed to the max. thanks for always reading my journal entries and giving me advice and support, you are a true friend indeed. Wish you lived next door, we could have lunch.... big hugs right back at you...
Hey sweetie, sorry about my rant. Part of it the was smartassery ;~). No, that's not a word, but one of mine. I keep those private to friends. You have to understand, I am big venter and ranter. Writing helps me. Yes, I was over-reactionary, but it was a bit of humor relief for me. Hope you understand!
