is feeling Horrible
I have never felt this hopeless. A funeral, a divorce, and a loss of identity..how do I cope
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I am a pasionate person who cares about the people around me. I am outgoing and possitive that there is not a shy bone in my body! I love horses in everyway. riding, training, or just grooming., There is such healing power in a horse. they just seem to make it better. I am a student in psychology and eventually want to start a ranch that combines the horses and healing. I have battled depression for a lot of years and have been to the edge and back and know now with all my heart that Christ is my reason to live! I have battled cutting for a lot of years as well and am sure that in God's timing I will be healed of both wether that be this side of Heaven or the next!
Horses, music, Surfing , writing poetry, Basketball, reading, leading our local youth group, acting, scripture and theology, and politics.
chrissyunger replied to hiddenbeauty10’s discussion post Today just blew. in the Self-Injury support group 6:33pm
I understand where you are coming from hun!School seems so far behind me now but I was like you. i couldnt…
chrissyunger replied to YourLastChance’s discussion post Going to keep posting in the Depression support group 4:01pm
ok so I dont know the whole story at all but I do know that no matter what anyone has done there should…
chrissyunger replied to xPROJECTMAYHEMx’s discussion post DS = Daily Suicide in the Depression support group 1:46am
well I have been there and posted and then actually tried to committ suicide and it didnt work. So I…
chrissyunger replied to Shantel’s discussion post TV SHOWS, Triggering in the Self-Injury support group 12:52am
It was very triggering. I have watched many other interventions and I kinda wish they would give more…
November 2, 2008 1:04pm
Cant breathe cant think all I want to do is not exist. I treed to kill myself and when it didnt work i got up for work and went on with my day as if …
November 2, 2008 1:04pm
Cant breathe cant think all I want to do is not exist. I tired to kill myself and when it didnt work i got up for work and went on with my day as if …
September 22, 2008 7:29pm
You pretend to know me and Pretend to Care
I pretend to listen and give a damn that you are there.
You pretend to advise me and pretend you know
I …
July 11, 2008 1:58pm
It was too strong today. I couldnt not do it. people, bad morning, emotions all played their roll in my demise. cant believe just like that it …
July 10, 2008 10:32am
Today I am doing ok. I have only cut once in the last 3 weeks so that is huge for me. The hard part is that the longer I go the stronger the urges …
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u seem like u need a hug so here is 10000000000 hugs to u
Thank you. Everyday is a struggle. But I am learning how to react differently. Thanks for your prayers. It means a lot to me.
Please, please keep yourself safe. I'm thinking of you.
hey you... thanks for the friends invite. :)
I battle depression very bad. I use the word battle for a reason because every day is a battle to stay alive
I have battled with self injury for about 10 years. since I was 13. I started by scratching cause it just removed the anger and pain but it has gotten worse over time. I cant even count the scars now and I ahve switched between 3 places because of the weather. Some days I can do over 25 scars in one day. I am starting to seek help in this and let people in. It is hard but I know that my God is good and that he will place the right people in my life that i need to get through this!~
My mum has been married 6 times and some of those father's were very abusive and growing up my mother was always emotionally abusive towards me. So needless to say we have a good long distance relationship but in the same house we would kill each other. I didnt grow up with a father he walked out when I was 5 adn has never been heard from since. I have battled depression and Self Injury since I was 13. I had so many emotions and had no where to put them..That is me and part of my story!
