christinajeanne's Journal

Tomorrow I’m going to start 3 day macrobiotic rice fast. I’m doing it more for spiritual reasons then weight loss. I hear it’s like meditating for 3 years straight only without the actual meditation. I am intrigued by this concept so I thought I would give it a whirl. I’m excited to start this journey. Now I’m not saying I’ll stick to it 100% lord knows I’m not perfect and I’ve got my whims. So we shall see but I will still try to stay as macrobiotic as possible. I want to get the full effects but I’m a little worried about what thoughts and emotions will come out. I hear it clears up a lot of the mental clutter and really makes you think and feel. I’m wondering if this is good or bad. But I’m excited to see what comes out of me these next few days.

I went to see sex and the city tonight. I LOVED it. It is defiantly like the show. Lots of girl talk and sex and very inspiring in many ways Carrie inspired me to write. But it made me miss my man. I don’t want to give it away but let’s say it reminded me a lot of my relationship with Carrie and Big and I hope we have the same happy ending but I feel like we will.