christinajeanne's Journal

Well today I slept till 2 PM and woke up feeling sick. I'm still not feeling so well. I think it's from being so exhausted. But I got some rest today. I weighed myself and I lost another 10 pounds that's 20 all together. I don't know to be happy or worried. I'm happy because I'm back down to a weight I haven't been in a very long time but I'm worried because I haven't been trying to lose weight. So if I lose anymore I think I better go see a doctor. But no one has told me I look like I've lost weight although my clothes have been a little looser. Maybe the scale is broken. I'm not sure. Anyway then I went to the store where my mom works because she forgot her lunch and I bought a new pair of Gym shoes. I saw some other high heels I really liked but didn't buy them because I have no place to where them and I didn't have that much money. I mailed a letter to my fiance I keep hoping I'll get another letter this week he usually sends me one a week but then I get spoiled when I get more and always want more. But, I've almost got the phone bill paid off and hopefully he will get out of seg soon so he can start calling me again. I miss his voice so much. I stopped by the fitness place and picked up a catalog of there classes and saw a few I liked. I think I'll start with the yoga. I saw they have tanning too so maybe I'll do that as well after my workout classes. I've never done it before but I'm annoyed with being so pale. People tell me I have beautiful skin but being tan might give me more confidence with myself. I fell in love with Madison Wisconsin yesterday. I've decided when I'm done with school I haven't started yet so it will be in the next 4 years and when my fiance is out of prison and off parole which will also be in 4 years then maybe me and him can move up there.