karrame's Journal

i saw the greatest movie the other day.

the name of it was p.s. i love you.

i watched it by myself first

and then when james got home i watched it with him.

i didn't think i could do it.

it showed people in there undes,

and even a guy's naked behind.

but surprisingly,

i did it

and in the end didn't feel uncomfortable at all.

i enjoyed the time we spent together

just sittin back and watching a movie.

it was nice.

i realized that my trust issues

kinda tie in with my self esteem issues.

i have trust issues

because my self esteem is so low.

but amazingly,

i feel like i'm on my way to a better me.

the old me,

before all the bullshit,

mixed in with some new things.

i feel so much HAPPIER.