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Oh crap, my brains thinks 'morning' in the dead of night Mood

Tuesday, July 1, 2008 | A Frustrating story

I didn't sleep but a couple hours last night, so be it. Power through the day with one LESS cup of coffee, last cup by 1PM. 1mg Klonipin 7pm. Bed by 8:30PM.....BOOOM. I wake up at 10:30 and my body is fully awake like I slept all night. As usual I am actually shocked when I look at the clock and it is not 4:30AM or some reasonable time to get up. CRAP. Here I go again.

I took a .25 Xanex last night at 2:30 just trying to sleep but still get up at 6AM latest. I got up at 7AM. Tonight I just took a .5 Xanex, a 25mg benadryl(hey, this stuff is benign and it rocks at taking an itchy edge off and making you sleepy:), and 300mg asprin. We will see if I can lull myself back to sleep if I can stop worrying about work and let my body relax. that is the hope.

I have been here SOOOO many times before. ESPECIALLY summer. I was surprised tonight until I thought about it. I could not turn off work after a 11 hour day. I should have seen it coming. I am amazed as much as I have learned and gone thru this that I still get surprised. It seems so stupid.

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