beth123's Journal

Today has been another horrible day someone at school questioned why i havent been having lunch and mentioned how different i looked which just made me want to start crying. The feeling i sickness and dread has returned whenever it is time to eat or i have food put in front of me. I found myself hiding my dinner again tonight and failed to have breakfast and only had a bite of a sandwich to try and proove to the person at school that i can eat. I just think im failing and i cant stand to not have control over my body :(