Weepy00’s Profile

Close Depression
: Clinical (Major) Depression

At thirteen I became suicidal after being sexually attacked by a freinds boyfriend. I attempted suicide and wound up in a hospital heavily medicated. I got out and went in to 5 day a week analytical therapy that took years, cost me my college savings and didn't help me at all. Again, I attempted suicide. I went into therapy again with someone new, moved to a new city and tried to start over. I wasn't successful so I moved to another city and tried again. I actually was briefly successful (zoloft) but it didn't last. I was then raped and beaten at a party and attempted suicide again and again in the hospital. I moved back to where I started and got married and had a baby in some insane moment when I actually believed my ex would be there for my son which he is not. I have been hospitalized 2 times since he was born, my ex took off with a woman 15 years younger than me and won't see his son or help me with anything financial. My parents help as much as they are able but are in their 70's and can only do so much. I'm in therapy and on meds but still want to die pretty much every day.

Treatments

Psychotherapy Working / Worked

it helps

Prozac Working / Worked

these drugs can help but you can only take so much of them. I was on zoloft and it showed me what life could be like..but then I got to the toxic level and had to stop using it. I wish I never heard of it.

Writing Working / Worked

can be helpful

Effexor Working / Worked

didnt help

Lexapro Working / Worked

didnt help

Positive Thinking Working / Worked

idk if this works..I try

Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked

yes this is helpful but when I am very very down it doesnt occur to me to call anyone.

Zoloft Working / Worked

see prozac

Wellbutrin Working / Worked

I am on it now and it helps a little

Celexa Working / Worked

didnt help me

Paxil Working / Worked

didnt help

Cymbalta Working / Worked

nausea

Meditation Working / Worked

yogameditation is helpful to anyone

Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Considering

Trazodone Working / Worked

is an excellent sleeping aid for me but thats it

Electroconvulsive therapy Working / Worked

terrifies me