XAnnieX’s Profile

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

Ive been in relationships where there was violance this has caused me to lose my confidence. ive now ended the recent relationship. but i cant help blaming myself wondering if it was something i did.

Open Miscarriage

i was with my ex partner wen i got pregnant we were both pleased even though it had been unitended. But at 10 weeks i suffered a mischarage. we decided to try again and got pregnant quickly but again i lost it at 13 weeks. in the end i had 5 miscarrages in a row we had a number of test to desiver what was wrong but they all said it was just one of those thing. but why????

Open Self-Injury

I first cut myself when i was 12-13 then i stoped then when i got into a violent realtionship i started to do it again. for me it was a way of controling my own pain as i had no control over the pain that was being inflicted on me by my partner.

Treatments

Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful

it was sort of helpfull but when you get into the state of mind where you want to cut, most of what she said goes out the window

Red Marker Not Working

absolutly rubbish for me the cutting is all about feeling the pain.

S.A.F.E. (Self-Abuse Finally Ends) Working / Worked

so far so good its been, 10 mounths since ive done it, i have felt the need to but ive managed to go of and do something else, like grab my guitar or beat the hell into the drums.

Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)

i have two kids, alishas 5 and christian 6. there my whole world.

Treatments

Education (School) Working / Worked

they do seem to enjoy it. i do find the schools are very interfering nowadays.

Listening Working / Worked

Patience Working / Worked

you need loads hehe

Open Family Issues

Open Rape

i was raped by my kids father, i didnt tell anyone really untill recently. I was just so depressed when i was with him due to his violence that i wouldnt be in the mood for it, when he was, well you can guess the rest.

Treatments

Psychotherapy Working / Worked

it was helpfull to finally talk about it, instead of keping it bottled up.

Open Single Parenting

im a single mum to teo kids there 5 and 6. they have no contact with their father whatso ever and im hoping it stays that way

Open Pet Bereavement