Wenchy’s Profile
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Wenchy
is feeling Horrible
i'm so tired of fighting, but i'm not giving up the fight.
Recently: 7 hugs given, 4 journal posts more …
About Me
Not really sure what to write, new to the site, have used other support sites before and found them helpful. Hate this bit but here goes, Used to SI when i was a teen, had therapy and various meds and managed to break free from this when i was 22, however have been suffering from Bulimia on and off for years, again since my early teens, it never seems to go away totaly and it seems to be back at the moment hense being on here, hoping to get it back under control before i have to involve anyone or anything else. Don't really want to go back onto meds but don't really want to cope alone anymore either.
Interests
Health and fitness, i love exercising, i just tend to take it to extreams, i also love cooking, just find it hard to enjoy food generally. Adore my husband and my daughter and they are my inspiration to get well.
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Hugbook
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Awwww! Thanks! I'm going back to school in the spring. It's a school that has an excellent creative writing program. I'M SOOOOOO EXCITED! Keep me in your prayers though, cause it's a big move for me. I'll be leaving my job and moving more than three hours away from everything I've ever known... but I'm so excited about it. I'm finally pursuing the one thing that I love... writing. Ahhhh! What an adventure!
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Still just lovin' on ya... Not sure what else to say, I just love ya.
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Hug
Oh, you're soooo welcome! I'm praying for you.
I’m With You
Hello my little friend....!!! xxx
Hug
Hi Wenchy! Its so good to hear from you!!! Im so glad to finally see what you look like and you are sooo BEAUTIFUL!!! Why do you think you are unattractive? You are so pretty! I cant believe you could even say the things you do about yourself! They are so opposite from the truth! What is going on in your life that is causing you to be so ill again? How are you and your husband doing now? I have not been on much but will have more time after we get back from our trip next week and my step daughters are gone home. Im really worried about you, please stay in touch. If you like, we can write personal messages that are private if you need to talk privately, Id love to be here for you! Hugs! xxxxx
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
: BulimiaStill suffering, have been a bulimic since i was 14, comes in hits everynow and then,
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- helpful
- Outpatient Treatment Program Considering
- Prozac Not Working
- useless never worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- CBT & TA
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- helped a bit
Close Depression
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Helped me stop the Si and get the Ed under better control, helped put some issues to bed.
- Desipramine Somewhat Helpful
- Prozac Working / Worked
- useless
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- CBT and TA for two years, helped put some issues to bed but still need a bit of work i think,
Open Self-Injury
I used to SI, burning was my chosen method, i began when i was 13 but finally sort help and haven't self injured since i was 22.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Really hard work, very challenging, took two years but it worked. Had CBT followed by some TA
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- Helped.
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
Type: Lacto vegetarianism (No meat or eggs)I've been veggie since i was 13. I hate the taste and though of eating flesh, i also aviod things like jelly and other produce containing animal fats, i don't drink alot of milk and try to have goats or sheeps produce instead of cows but never eat meat or fish because its just gross, well to me anyway.
Open Rape
Violently raped at age 14 in Belgium on a school trip by a strainger and 16 after baby-sitting one evening by my employer.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- TA therapy and lots of support from my husband
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
abused violently and mentally by my step father from age 8-14, have issues with my mother because of this and her violent streak.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- helped a little, but time was the best healer as it gave me time to think.
- Leave Working / Worked
- i left home at 16, i didn't speak to my mother for 5 years, we are now back in touch but on my terms.
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Recently …
- 7 hugs given
- 3 hugs received
- 4 journal posts
- 2 journal comments
