Terrible Goal to Make... =[
I knew I wouldn't be able to keep the goal. I didn't talk to him for a whole day. Then I texted him. I've been talking to him everyday. …

is feeling OK
Celebrating the 4th with people I hate..lovely.
My name is Shelby. I'm a high school sophomore. I love playing volleyball, listening to music, crazy car karaoke sessions with my friends, and shopping. I like to act goofy and just be myself. I try to hide my problems, as you can see by the previous description. I just try to make everyone happy. I put myself last, and that has gotten me where I am today. Single, almost no trustworthy friends, and unhealthy.
Music, volleyball, little bit of church, taking pictures, shopping.
I knew I wouldn't be able to keep the goal. I didn't talk to him for a whole day. Then I texted him. I've been talking to him everyday. …
So, I made a goal to stop talking to John. Because all he does to me is make me feel like shit. So, Idk. I still think I like him and want to talk to …
I've always had low self-esteem. I just can't seem to see myself as the rest of the world says they do. Depression has destroyed several of my friendships, one relationship, and many potential relationships. I just hope to come to DailyStrength and find a few friends to vent to from time to time.
My family is really, really religious...so they want me to remain a virgin until I get married. It's just really hard to do that in the world we live in today.
My Great-Grandmother has Alzheimer's. She was diagnosed about 2 years ago. It's really difficult and frustrating to deal with.