single
single again :(

is feeling Horrible
moved and lonely
I'm a 21 year old Drama student just finishing my second year. I'm dyslexic. I work an average retail (behind 'tll' etc etc) I'm loud asthetically which can sway people against me. I'm short, round, tattooed, piierced, branded, and scarred - yet totally beautiful in my own way.
Theatre; yet more explicit/cruel/crude sort of performances. I'm studying to be a director. Music; everything, I guess. I listen to alot of ambiant stuff. I Dj =) Books; mainly scripts for my course, but I'm really fond of irvine welsh =)
single again :(
in april i bought a DS on ebay and as you can guess it never arrived. the seller no longer is in touch and all ebay and paypal can do is send me form …
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I know …
I put my notice into work today, the longest running job I've ever had and I'm not ready to leave. I just can't deal with the stress …
I always hate getting all my stuff boxed and ready to move. I've made myself be over organised this time, yet today I find out my new place wont …
I have been self-harming since I was 14, and have only found out in the past 6 weeks that my depression formed from my undiagnosed dyslexia (and other cognitive activities.) I haven't self-harmed in two months.
I haven't harmed in a few months yet find myself leading more and more to thinking about it when I'm under stress. I've harmed since the age of 14 with no answers to why.
I've dated both sexes and am currently in a lesbian relationship. I adore her completly; we've been together since Feb 2008. I have yet to tell my family about my 'possible' sexuality.
I only found out about my dyslexia in may 2008 (age 21.) I'm struggling to come to terms with it all being a possible cause for my fustration and lead to my self harm etc etc I'm still awaiting treatment.