aliselvis's Journal

i havent been on here much lately, it not that im feel im coping without you lot and i dont need you i sure do i just becoming more distant then ever before i feeling quite astranged from my body and mind... i am going through day to day things as though i am here but im not... this quiteness scares me loads.. i have no feelings inside me at the momment to shout and scream or cry about i am completely numb frozen cold heartless fearless.. im floating around like i dont no were i belong here in my life in my world. but imstill here still breathing.... so its something... ive gone bk to the robot  i once was ... it this a bad thing ....?