harder each day
October 1, 2008 5:25pm
i havent been on here much lately, it not that im feel im coping without you lot and i dont need you i sure do i just becoming more distant then ever …
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aliselvis’s Profile
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About Me
im am 32, mother of a 5 yr old boy whos a really handfull and for that 1yr and half been in a loving relasionship with my partner. we have been happy for a while untill this happened and now we have parted. i have no where else to go now. I am trying to look forward and to pull the peaces back toghther very hard to deal with.
Interests
bikes, music, cars camping
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Recent Activity
Wednesday
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aliselvis replied to AlliCat6’s discussion post WHAT IS THE CAUSE OF YOUR PTSD????? in the Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder support group 5:31pm
sexaul abuse as a child, being raped as an adult being rejected by people i love. being alone…
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aliselvis gave Dragoleo a Hug 5:26pm
yes my new tattoo a symbol of protection…
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aliselvis wrote a journal entry: harder each day 5:25pm
i havent been on here much lately, it not that im feel im coping without you lot and i dont need you…
September 8
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aliselvis replied to emilygrace’s discussion post so why do you cut? in the Self-Injury support group 12:42pm
i stopped cutting 10year ago i use to as a child, i didnt have much emotion then being brought up in…
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aliselvis replied to kayla3794’s discussion post learning how to see again... in the Rape support group 12:35pm
my 5 yr son playing in the feild, with our dog the sound of his laughter chasing up and down, not aware…
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Journal
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alone
September 1, 2008 6:56pm
im feeling really down today,alone frieghtend, scared, i cant sleep, i can here him breatheing like hes siting on my shoulder. cant see him though, i …
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hiding, im not really coping
August 28, 2008 2:36pm
i dont no how long i can keep up this im trying so hard to be strong, im trying to work trying to set up an online business trying to keep my days …
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My X
August 27, 2008 1:40pm
again he txted me to see how i was so i replied im fine. he did txt back to sayitwould be nice to catch up. catch up with what ? i have nothing to …
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cant find anything
August 27, 2008 1:23pm
can find anything for the last couple of days to find positive butat least i havent fallen back yet. but im waiting. still no news from the police. …
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Hugbook
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Hug
That is an AWESOME tat : )
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Hug
Is that your tat? If it is, it is sooo cool.
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Hug
Long time no see. It looks like things arent going to well for you. Everything OK?
Hug
You are absolutely right, you being here is one thing to be thankful for. I know how you feel. I've felt like I'm back on that rollercoaster lately too. Hang in there, it can't last forever. How is your son?
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Hug
Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you. I hope things are going ok.
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Support Groups
Close Rape
I was forced to have sex with a guy in work he raped me. My partner has walked away from the situation. this whole ordeal has left me in a state of no return. I tried to block out what was had happen and tried denie it had happenedbut in the end it had to come out was only few months ago but still seems like yest. I did lie to my partner yes because i hadnt coem to terms withit and i was still in denily it had happened. i was tryng to protect him and my family. I have been left in a dark world dont no which wayto turn
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Writing Working / Worked
- it worked to tell my partner what had happened and how things come about but didnt work on the relationship but made me feel better that he knew every thing.
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Treatments
- Art Too Soon to Tell
- i draw alot i paintbut it doesnt make sense i cantseem to get it outmy head\i think i will im trying to express myself but it all in darkness
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- i find ithardto talk to trust this person i no they dont judge you but its so hard
- Rape Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- they have been a good help with police buttsill to early not enough time an hr not long enough
Open Self-Injury
i use to self harm when i was a child as was in care the only way i could relase my emotions.. i was raped 6 mths ago and back to square one but worse
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
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