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    About Me

    im here arn't i? i'm depressed most of the time. i try to be happy but every time i do i end up looking stupid. i love to write. poems songs & stories. I wrote a novel called pray for snow, but its not published yet. i havent finished typing it up though, i've been lost in my mind for about 3 years i swear i have. i cant think strait i always make the wrong desicion i love my boy friend and my best friends. i love math and english. im smart or so i like to think and im funny cute and talented. im an awesome person. i try not to be vein but sometimes i slip up so forgive me when i do. im trust worthy and easy to talk to. i dont judge people and i think every one has rights no matter what beleifs or sexual oriantaion you have. i think gays have rights and they are awesome. i think Hillary should be president. I love God and try keep faith. i love music and i love movies. my favorite movie is ps i love you and bang bang your dead. my favorite bands are superchik and good charlotte.I love for people to comment on my writtings and jsut my stuff in general i love to hear peoples oppinions, though i hold tight to my own too, send me a message if you want i love to talk to people. jsut be god at starting convos because i'm no good at it but i can hold one if you get hold of a good topic. well hope to talk to you later. LOVE !!!

    Interests

    singing, writting, reading, and making videos

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    • school

      Mood August 14, 2008 10:51pm

      i got my schedule and is kool

      i got  tv production

       and  journalsm

       honors  biology and  geometry

      english  …

    • school

      Mood August 11, 2008 3:54pm

      school starts  next monday cant  wait !!
    • changes

      Mood August 10, 2008 12:07am

      wow things are  changing,  my family is  now setting  down on sturdays and  stating  5 compliments  about  …

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      From CloudStrife Today

      k, later.

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      From CloudStrife Today

      yea, lol. im just confused about my feelings though. there's another girl i liked names miyoka and i told her that i liked her too. we have a great friendship going but she has a bf so idk if it will get any more serious than that. i feel like i should wait for her but a part of me doesn't because idk if we will be together, you know?

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      From CloudStrife Today

      i was flirting with a girl ans she liked it. ^_^ that does make me feel uneasy though...

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      From CloudStrife Today

      your welcome. my day is alright. pretty eventful actually.

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      I love you your the best

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    • Close Depression - Teen

      i dont really kno why i am this way it just kinda happend about 4 or 5 years ago. i guess it just built up my whole life.i've always been treated different from my siblings, they have the best and wnat mine too =(

      Treatments

      Art Somewhat Helpful
      as log as im not too depressed to be creative
      Music Somewhat Helpful
      just let them spesk the words that i can't
      Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
      hard though
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      i avoided my problems, and it problably would have worked if my mom would have kept me in it. i liked talking to the person
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      i can always count on my friends
      Talking Working / Worked
      to people i really can trust its easy but it hard sometimes to just think of word to describe how you feel
      Writing Working / Worked
      it lets me realy see whats going on in my head
      Zoloft Not Working
      hated it. it made things worse for me so i just decided to stop tsking it back in aug. never touched it since
    • Close Self-Injury

      i use to hurt my self various ways burning with glue guns, scratching with my finger nails, cuting with safty pins and razors, burning with hot water,ect. plenty of ways, i always did it because i hurt so much inside and to me that was my way of saying hey your going to be ok because it cant hurt as bad inside as the physical pain i feel. so everytime i did it it got deeper or hotter, more and more, because it had to out do the pain inside.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Not Working
      worked i loved talking to people, but some ow i always seemed to avoid the problems
      Red Marker Working / Worked
      red pen really
      Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
      yeah they are ok but then people ask to have them or ask what you have them for
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      no one is ever there when i need to talk to them and when they are i still feel like they dont understand
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