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Close Miscarriage

My husband and I started trying to have children about a year after we got married. When we received the news that we were pregnant the first time it goes with out saying we were excited. Approx 2 weeks after finding out our good news I had a miscarriage. We were both very upset but remained very optimistic. About 2 months later we found out we were pregnant again. We again were very excited but also nervous because of the loss we had before. We continued to have a very happy and healthy pregnancy and gave birth to a beautiful and healthy baby girl. She is 2 years old and by far the greatest blessing we have ever received. About a year ago we decided to try to have another baby and we were pregnant within 3 months. About two months after receiving our good news we were having another miscarriage. It goes without saying that we were devastated. In this terrible experience we put our focus into our little girl. She helped us to realize that even though we were suffering we have a lot of blessings. She continues to be my strength and drive to move forward. We decided to not much time lapse before trying again. After about 6 months of trying again we found out we were pregnant. Unfortunately about 2 months later we were suffering another loss. It has been 2 months since my last miscarriage and I am struggling to find the light. My realistic mind tells me to focus on what we are blessed with. We have an amazing daughter, a great marriage, wonderful family and friends. I do know how much worse it could be but I still can not help but be very angry. I feel like no one understands what I am feeling and that it still hurts. I am hoping that DailyStrength will be my missing link.

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