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This journal a mix of Venting and updating:
The VENTING part:
I'm just fuming. I have had yet another person asking if they can get a smoke off me. It seems like Im the ONLY 1 in the area that goes out and buys tabacco to last a month. As most of the people who live in the area I live in are on social assistance aka welfare. Most of the people will comeover first being nice by asking me if Im doing okay as Ive got various health issues. Than they will ask for a smoke. I finally told the last person that I was almost out and I dont get money for about 2-3 weeks. Also this last money had money to take his girlfriend to the movies and to buy booze and Real smokes instead of rollies like I smoke. Also to buy alot of other stuff too including going out of town to an amusement park thing, and dinner that I was told was about $70.00. He's spent about $300 since the end of September 2008 till now. WHY CANT HE BUY SMOKES THAT WOULD LAST?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The UPDATING part:
Im going back to Revelstoke the town I love and miss with my whole heart for Christmas. I couldnt afford it but my Framily back in Revelstoke are going to pay for my bus there and back.Im just counting down the days. Will be SO NICE to be around people who really know me and accepts me for being me.I find Penticton Really LONELY at times.
One of my closest friends Paiton and her family moved to a nearby town.Im so grateful. Paiton understands me and loves me for me. I call her my older sister and shes part of my Framily. I cry everytime I see her.
I have some contact with my nieces Kimberly and Kelsy who havent seen in about 8 yrs. Facebook got us together. Im only missing their younger sister Stephanie to have contact with . Its so nice having having my youngest son Eddie and at least two of my neices on Facebook and each other are each others Facebook.
For about the last week my fibro and everything has been acting up.Ive had so many people coming over to my place. I finally had to say Im having a Me Night. Im going to have to limit the people coming over as its too hard on me. I even had someone who came over last night and he said "put some music on on your computer". I was on my computer but I also had my tv playing the background. I said "No" and he left.
I feel like people here those around me in Penticton take Really take advantage of me.
