rip it out
September 6, 2008 11:09am
this heart of mine rip it out
i hate this feeling inside
it drives me with fire
it burns my flesh
this hole in my heart
this dark abyss
rip it out so i …
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DamianG
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come dance with me the waltz of the night,the glow of moon shows it silver light and casts a song and as we listen and dance we fall in love
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About Me
i play rugby talk to people be social, very flirtatious sorry bout that people say i'm kind and caring i have a problem with my self esteem i think others think way too highly of me sometimes, i love helping other's i'm pretty smart, like walks into the rain, training and just well being me without others suffering another way to findout bout me is my myspace http://www.myspace.com/dark_seraphim_sinner another way to get in touch with me msn but you have to ask for it.
Interests
anime music games poetry puzzles going out with freinds, training having as much fun as i can even if it's fake
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first day back and it hits me
September 1, 2008 12:36pm
first day back at college herm how do i sum the day up morning very happy because i took twice the dose i should have met all my freinds from yr 12 …
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might as well
August 28, 2008 3:08am
i'll update my goals and just ramble a bit
ok mood swings yeah i had control over them but a few days ago that control went out of window
i used to …
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Fallen yet not dead
August 21, 2008 3:26am
As i lay here the fallen angelnow black and dead
Asi lay here with no blood left
i listen to the sound of the living in mychest
my love still beating …
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hollow monster
August 15, 2008 8:00am
theres a monster in this world his eyes are red with blood
he knows not joy
he knows only sorrow only pain
and as i stare at this monster in the …
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- i get the constant swings of depression i feel empty and suicidal i hate it i have emotional break downs and cry then turn into a crazy laughing fit
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- the right therapist helps so much but it will bw worse at start than better
Close Depression - Teen
trauma from severe acts against me as a child by school and students and how all my problems were looked over
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- this is something keeping my mind of the pain so it is working bit by bit
- Poetry Working / Worked
- this helps understand yourself so much as you writes the truths about yourself and can work out the lies that need forgetting
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- it's ok just that sometimes you need the right person at the time
Open Panic Attacks
it's linked to my others problems like depression i have them, when i try to do something which needs confidence
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
- tried it and it doesn't help
Open Self-Injury
i did it out of despair and depression it seemed the only way to feel alive
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- it helps to take your mind from it
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