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I am almost 18, just out of high school, and love video games. I am a huge cat person, but love dogs almost as much. I am almost out of my parents house and almost in college. I am a big people person and very easy going.
Photography, drawing, guitar playing [I happen to suck as I have barely tried], family, cats, Ancient world history, theology [I am agnostic but believe that no religion is wrong], and kids ^_^.
My father that took care of me all of my life is not my Dad. We get a guy tested and it came back positive, but we get something 2 years ago that said it SHOULD have been negative. I know who my Dad is now, but it is so hard for me to be so far away from him when I want to be closer. It is hard to develope a good relationship.
My brother [age 20] is bipolar and I can't stand living with him, and hate myself for it. He REFUSES to treat it. He doesn't think pills or phycologists work. He has no job, not many friends [mainly 1] and stays at home ALL DAY after waking up at 2 pm just playing video games and being on the computer.
I can't stand living in my house anymore. I am moving out soon, but the attitude of everyone in this house has driven me to depression.
My dad is addicted to cigarettes. It is hard to hear him hack up a lung every day.