JaredKinter1981's Journal

Yesterday i was on Myspace tracking down old friends and i came across a girl that ive had problems with named June. June is now 22 years old and  lost her baby daughter 3 months ago, me and june dated for a very short time and after which the two of us had problems getting along even though i tried to make amends. I decided it was time to squash the beef between us and wrote this to her.

Look i know you and i have not gotten along very well in past years and quite honestly i just want to bury the hatchet....this drama between us has gotten old and i honestly feel its time we just try to put it behind us and try to get along. I read about your daughter and im sorry to hear she passed away...i have a friend out in Texas who's grandson passed away at one month old....Im a father too now, my daughter is going to be 2 next month on the 21st...me and her mother are divorced and i havent seen my daughter in almost a a year and 8 months. Her name is Bethany Lynn and shes a beautiful little girl but shes disabled unfortunately due to birthing complications. i finally have gotten out of Florida and Im living in Tennessee now with the love of my life and i can say im honestly for once in my life im happy and content. I really never wanted for you and i to hate each other and to be real ive missed talking to you and hated the fact you and i werent getting along and i knew some of it had to do with shit that me and Trish were going through.....Well thats all in the past and im living for the NOW. So if its not too much of a problem i'd really like to make amends with you and just leave all this shit that happened in the past.....if your up for it just msg me back if not then dont msg me back and i'll understand.

Always, Jay 

She of course did not reply which tells me shes cant let go of all the bullshit that happened between us and leave it all in the past so we can try to make amends and let all this foolish crap go...this frustrates me to no end as im trying to be the adult here and put it all behind us.....its sad since im the only one that can be adult enough to step up and be a man and apologize for all thats happened....i mean yes we've said some hurtful things to one another but i let go of the grudge a long time ago and it seems she just cant.