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not doing so hot today.having a heart catherization next thurs 25th.seems as though the bottom of my heart is not beating.have …

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62 years old.I am on disability.I have 1 daughter and 6 grandsons and 1 granddaughter, a wonderful significant other and I am involved in alanon.I lost my son to suicide on June1st 2008.The pain is horrible even after 8 weeks.Don't know how long it will be like this, but i am trusting Jesus to carry me through this.I understand the part of wanting to die and trying it.There but for the grace of God go I.God has better for us if we just follow him.
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HELLO DOUG THIS IS MY FIRST TIME ON IN A WEEK I CAN'T SEE VERY WELL SINCE MY HEART CATH BUT SENDING YOU…
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i have not been on for several days but here is a hug ((((((((((((((((((jill'smom))))))))))))))))) patty…
not doing so hot today.having a heart catherization next thurs 25th.seems as though the bottom of my heart is not beating.have …
Lately I do not handle joking too well.I wonder why.Since Allen has been gone I do not smile too often.That is not a good sign,a dr might say …
I am going through a lot of mixed feelings,some good but a lot not so good. It changes from hour to hour.I guess this is to be like this when …
Thanks for thinking of me. Hope all is well.
looking forward to your email !! love, lynne
Patty....(((hugs)))Michele
It's been a very short time - don't pressure yourself to feel better yet. I'm glad you have a good support system. Sue
The loss is so all encompassing at your stage. I read a wonderful book The One Year Book of Hope. You really do read it one day at a time for a year. It is especially good it you are a Christian. Faith is the glue that holds me together and keeping busy. For you right now it is taking one moment at a time. Take good care of yourself. Get plenty of rest and remember to eat. I napped every day and sometimes still do when I have rough days. I hope you will keep writing to me. It is so hard to find a group although I do think they do have groups for suicide survivors. We all need to stick together. I hope you can find something in your day today that will make you feel good even if it is only for a moment. I agree we have to hold on to our wonderful memories of our children and the time they had with us. Sending you many hugs, Jillsmom
my mother died 19 months ago.My husband died 11 years ago and my son just died june 1st 2008.I have learned with mother and hubby time heals aLL wounds.My son's death is verry fresh but i have been praying for peace.You see he committed suicide.There is no comfort in that,but i wiLL aLways miss hm but it wiLL take me a Long time to get over his death.