Journal Entry for September 15, 2008
Ok I am back after a leave of absense.Been having more bad days then good.I have a cat with a broken leg who has now been though 2 surgerys on her …
is feeling OK
I am an artist, a starving one at that.Trying to get to the point where I can be a forensic artist.Still looking for the classes I need for it and the money to pay for them.I would love to give a family at least some peace, giving a face to the dead that have none, and maybe give the family something to bury so they know their loved one isn't forgotten. I am starting to learn to quilt, although I am not a sewer, far from it lol. My other main interest is Fostering Cats and Kittens for various agencies including the humane society.I also am trying to get a spay / neuter program going for the shelters.I have been a rescue worker, foster and volunteer for animals for around 15 years.
Ok I am back after a leave of absense.Been having more bad days then good.I have a cat with a broken leg who has now been though 2 surgerys on her …
I haven't been in for a while, I have been really ill, and on the 9th had to put my furry baby of 17 years to sleep, and I am devistated over it.
getting more anxious as my Appt. to set up the surgical date for the hysterectomy.I know that it will supposedly help pain wise and hormone wise, but …
Still waiting to see yet another doc on the 29th.I know I have to have the hysterectomy and the antibiotic treatments to prevent another round of …
Still not comming in as much as I want to.I have been consulting docs, have a NF tumor that is presumed cancerous, and I need a full Hysterectomy.I …
Hope to see you on sometime. Enjoyed the Anxiety and Phobia Support Group Chat Wednesday. Bliss to you! maemae
Hope all is good with you,noticed there wasn't too much activity here from ya, so stoppin by to give ya a hug for when you come back
Hope you are doing better. Miss you God Bless Kel
Hope things are a bit better for you. There are still good people in the world. Hugs, Maemae
HUGS ARE FOR SHARING PRAYERS ARE TO COMFORT FLOWERS ARE TO CHEER HIGH 5 ARE FOR FRIENDSHIP CLOVERS ARE FOR LUCK I AM WITH YOU AND I AM SENDING IT ALL I ALSO INCLUDE A DASH OH LOVE. FOR NY ANGELS. C:o)
I was beaten and stalked for over 10 years by my ex husband,I suffered through 3 rapes because of him 3 of them involving more than 1 or more of his buddys, he nearly killed me several times over.He always found me no matter where I went even followed me though several states when I left the state to get away from him.I struggle with PTSD and with neighbors now that think its funny to follow me around my yard yell at me, get me to cry or react by yelling or hiding.It's funny to them.I hate this.
have had migrains since I was 12.Triggers are weather related stress related and a whole host of food such as MSG and pork. My other big problem is the weather, magor trigger.
I have NF or Pnerofibrmatosis ( Elephant mans disease ) giving me tumors on my ciatic nerve ,fibrmialga ,Migrains, cluster headaches , brain injury, arthritis endometiosis ,and many spots on my body that have never been right since my ex beat beat and busted my bones
I was raped several times as a result of actions taken by my ex husband and his friends.I was drugged held at gunpoint and beaten.I tried going though the system but it failed me so didn't report last ones.
I have NF ( elephant mans disease) with tumors on my cyiatic nerve ,Fibrmialga and some damage from injury due to abuse from ex husband
I got MRSA Internally in my abdomin after magor surgery.I had a large nerofibroma removed and had an adominaplasty done to repair my stomach musle because of the tumor.Then I found out my grandmother had contracted MRSA from the nurseing home.They swore she was no longer contagious, they lied.I nearly died from MRSA.I had to have a small part of my stomach musle cut out and stay on iv treatment for 3 months. I got a infection in my jaw months later and got stuck on an iv again for 3 months.
I am a victum of domestic abuse.I was stalked ad beaten by my ex husband for 10 years.This also reulted in several rapes.I am still being stalked and harrassed to this day and it is always a struggle.
I have had this disease all my life.My grand mother had both forms of it and so do I.My mother and uncle have the form where you see it on the outside, my aunt had it on the inside.I have many tumors all over inside the main one being on my sciatic nerve.Its on my foot and ankle and goes up my calf and swells up alot making life painfull ,one on my hand below my thumb can make my hand go numb.My whole calf can be sensitive to touch and I have to have shoes custom made to fit over the tumor.
I was diagnosed in 95.It has been hard to get around, and worse when I need a hug, I can't have anyone touch me.This was usually thought to be a part of my NF but it wasn't and it gets worse evry year.
Only 1 man in my life never cheated on me.I am trying to put my life back together and learn to trust again.I had a abusive spouse, and most of the men I have been with since, have also been violent and unfaithfull.I have many medical problems, and that makes it worse.I often wonder if I am supposed to be alone, since I havn't found someone that has deserved my trust.
I was diagnosed at 17, level 4 with S.I.N in my tubes.I have cysts a tipped uterous and stil struggle with endometriosis and infertility
I was raped 3 times during a 10 year period. My ex husbands friends did it for him.Recently I was raped again by an ex.