Journal Entry for August 12, 2008
August 12, 2008 5:50pm
Well tonight I watched a programme which has spurred me on to do some charity/voluntery work.
I really realised tonight that I am very …
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About Me
I have just finished my first year at university studying nutritional biochemistry.I had an account just under a year ago, under the name mini19. Not really sure what to write as im usually a very closed person! I had problems at school due to forever wanting to be the best / getting the best grades, i was working myself into the ground.I started self harming early on and at 18 it all got too much and i ended up in hospital after an overdose.Although i have enjoyed my year at uni , back home i have started to get very down and I dont want things to get out of hand. I am a caring person so would love to help others with anything.
Interests
I love driving , it is my life and has been my savior! I love scuba diving, rock climbing, reading random dark books.I like science and achieving.I like shopping, going to the cimema and meeting with friends (when i feel like it).I love my hamster i got this year , she is my best friend!I am also interested in others , their life and aspirations.
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minix19 updated their status 5:52pm
is going to be more giving…
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minix19 wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for August 12, 2008 5:50pm
Well tonight I watched a programme which has spurred me on to do some charity/voluntery work.I really…
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minix19 commented on shaz191185’s journal entry i think this is the end of the road.............. 5:33pm
Hey, u will get through this .....its a bad time but will only make you stronger in the long run. What…
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minix19 updated their status 5:54pm
just wants to run now…
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Journal Entry for August 3, 2008
August 3, 2008 9:13pm
ok so the " letting people into my life" is NEVER going to happen....
I really cant , like i mean tell them stuff of my past ....scars …
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Journal Entry for July 27, 2008
July 27, 2008 5:22pm
Hey, how is everyone.Sorry ive not been much support help to anyone really.....I will make more of an effort I promise.
Well thought id right an …
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Journal Entry for July 2, 2008
July 2, 2008 3:06pm
Laptop is fixed at last! Had a good day today, i have joined a gym! I had to have a health check which I was dreading! It wasnt too bad but i did …
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Journal Entry for June 21, 2008
June 21, 2008 5:59pm
just writing quick message to say had a rough day and basically smashed the screen on my laptop! As its hard to get on my home computer i wont …
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hewy thanks for the comment, i love your journal, it shows the great person you are, fingers crossed i pas, thats all that matter, just want to succeed. hope all is good with you. xxx
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hey how are you? read your journal, dont isolate yourself, your great, you will know when is the best time to tell people, be happy my friend! xxx
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hey thanks, dont kill yourself by the exercise, take the odd day off, it will be good for you, thanks for what you said, you great! xxx
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hey but at least you did the run, dont pressure yourself, just keep doing it and without think you will have progressed, im ok up and down as usual Claire, just surviving, need to revise for my exams and pass them! we need to chat some time! if you want! xxx
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni went on prozac aa year and a half ago after i tried to commit suicide.I went from 20mg to 40mg then down to 20mg.Recently stopped taking them , BIG mistake -now back on them
Treatments
- Prozac Working / Worked
- it made me more stable , never too low.
Close Self-Injury
I started self harming almost 7 years ago.was the worst thing to ever start.I have alot of scars which get me down as i cannot wear short sleeves.I have had to get stitches before and am now determined never to do it again.It has wrecked my life and i feel i cant get close to anyone because of it .
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- didnt work at all
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Not Working
- I found this a load of rubbish i got forced into after an overdose.I lied alot and just couldnt talk to my therapist about stuff
Open Eating Disorders
I have in the past been on very strict diets and do sometimes purge.I like to control my weight and what I eat but have never suffered from an eating disorder.I am studying nutritional biochemsitry at uni and hope to help people now and in the future with eating disorders.I hope people may help me to like my body also.
Open Anxiety
Treatments
- Hypnotherapy Not Working
- i had this when i was younger and found it a waste of time , it didnt calm exam stress whatsoever.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- now i try and never let exam stress get on top of me and think positive towards the exams as i have to do them to achieve what i want in life so i must get through them
- Valium Considering
- i did get prescribed this once but my teacher was really against it as it can knock you out almost to not feel anything , i didnt go on it in the end as i feared my exams would go worse with it!
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